almost over :(

ohh 1 more day before school starts. gahh i am so not ready for school yet! i haven't wash my shoes, my books are still in my bag and i havent check it at all, my school uniforms are no where to be found, i dont know if i have any homeworks and and uhh teachers will give back the exam papers -__- i'm not prepared for that. pleasee i dont wanna go back to school T___T why? first, its becoz i dont wanna study/learn new things. second, i dont wanna know my marks for that damn exam. third, i dont wanna go back to that busy schedule.

i dont think i use my brain that much during this holiday. i feel like my brain deserve a rest for a while. hehee. i've been thru alot of pressure these days, so what did i do? i did this >>  

i scribbled out some crappy thoughts. read it if you want lol it is pointless anyway

my add math tuition teacher saw it and she read it. ohh so embaressed but hey she is cool. she understands what people like me or like any of you guys who will sit for spm. yes, she understands the stress, the pressure.

she said, dont compare yourself with others, be yourself. its who you are thats important. other people may be more intelligent but put that aside and think about yourself first. ngehh thats what she said and i think she got a point. she is a cool teacher :))

anywayhh, i think i watched alot of movies in cinema. monsters vs aliens, night at the museum 2, wolverine, jgn pndg belakang congkak and drag me to hell. for me, thats alot man. i never done that before hahaa. i watched confession of a shopaholic and new york minute on my sister's laptop anddd the spiderwick chronicles, because i said so and the superhero movie on tv. heyh i think thats alot of movie in two weeks ;pp alright. so after this, no more movie until spm is over... well, hope so ;D

i was bored so i go on youtube and search for this video(see down there). it is a joke Ged onced told me. it was funneyh if you get what i mean, you son of a bitch! lol 

enjoy you last day of holiday ;D

~~~yaw!

when a stranger comes to you

11/06/09 - Thursday

i woke up at 8.07 after zahi texted me. humphh actually i'd set my alram at 6.45 but err i think it just went off my itself ;p dgn muke baru bgn tido, rmbut serabai and mata pon x bukak lebar lg, i went to the kitchen and ask for my mum's permission to go out with hajar. yess got it ;D 

around 9, i walked to hajar's and we waited for zahi. oh oh zahi's bro fetched us and i think her bro is kind of cute LOL kind of.. he dropped us at the train station. heh we didnt really know where to go. ts or klcc? hajar wanted to go to ts so i just followed her weettweettt ;p chatted in tha train and uh since i slept late yesterday so umm... so sleepy. so i slept hehee ;D 

muker baru bgn tido ;pp

yesterday nasha said she wanted to join but arh ting tong nashaa where are you? o.O i texted her, she didnt reply. hajar called her and she didnt pick up. at last i called her and thank God you answered nasha if not, i smashed you like a lil bug. pfft she couldnt come -.- bye2 nsha.. se ya after spm then

we bought tix to watch drag me to hell. it was an 18pl movie so the girl at the ticket counter warned us. she said we supposed to be 18 blah3 show your ic. we lied. ngehehee we said we were 18 and we left our ICs and driving licence(LOL it never exist) at home. she said the guys at the entrance will check us again blah3 screw you. i'd experienced that before and all the lies didnt work -__- but its okay. this time, we will think of a back up plan hohoho

lunch at mcd coz its cheap mehh. while we were eating, there was a guy came up to our table. a guy? haha a salesman. he sat with us for a while, explaining about his product - perfume. wahaaa wangi ohh. hajar was so into it and wanted to buy it but oh must buy it at pavillion -__- we dont have time to go there mehh

search for a nice wallet around there. humph ts is not a good place to shop. byk kedai cine je kat situh. humph sape ajk gi ts td haa? nk carik sebijik wallet pon susa -.- then i saw tropicana life. hajar likes the wallets there and she bought one. wallet case settled and off to tha cinema. man we were like so nervous. so tha back up plan was if we got caught at the entrance, we will use the back door. ngehehe wise desicion i tell ya lol. but oh oh save the back up plan, they didnt check our ICs ;ppp

oh i like this movie tho its kind of scary. its full of suspense actually. there was an old lady( i guess her name was Ganush) came up to this girl(a loan officer) and  asks for a third extension on her mortgage because she is struggling with economic problems due to an illness but the girl denies the extension. That old lady begs her but she called the security.

"I beg you and you shamed me!"

dush3 Ganush mbrontakk. this is the line that i still remember. so people, when a stranger come begging at you, you should give him/her a chance. if not, you might end up like this girl. That nite, that old lady attacks the girl and curses her.Man oh man that old lady is aggresive! rawwr! heyh you should watch it. me and hajar was screaming like hell (i think we were the loudest there) hahah zahi cant stand us screaming and she had to close my mouth shut ngahaha. lol screaming is fun ;ppp

after tha moovie :)

went back home at 5 i guess. oh ohh the train was so packed! we missed the first train and had to wait for the second one. the second train came and we got in. heard the operator said the train will go till kajang only -.- so we got out and wait for another one lol penattttt! and the third train came . thank God we're in but yeah still packed with people. i got a sit at nilai -____- lame diri ohh but wtv i'm home at 8.15. supposed to hv add math tuition but i canceled it ;p i slept at 8 at woke up at 11 the next day. whoaa thats more than 12 hours!

its raining a bit on our way back ++ jerebu

~~~yaw

microach wave =)

guess what girls with high mental imagination do during the holidays? of course, daydreaming.. imagining things out of reach.. beyond our capabilities. so here's our conversation..

ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : ko lg prefer mne.cicak lipas lalat?
Fara : euww
Fara : sume aku geli
Fara : lipas oke kot
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa: lg x geli?
Fara : apo ko ni tbe2 tnye 
Fara : ko nk msok kn dlm microwave kaa
Fara : haha
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : cochroch wave
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : micro cocroch wave?
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : nice name
Fara : lol
Fara : tade kojo ko nih reka nme
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : aku bosan doh
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : thp gabanm
Fara : microach wave?
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : yo yo yo.fara
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : perfect name
Fara : =))
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : cube byg kan
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : 1 hari ntti
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : kite invent
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : alat cmtu nak
Fara : haha nkkk
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : prof fara
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : dr irena
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : kumpul kan lipas2
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : den
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : xyah modifi sket kt oven tu
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : den
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : nnti
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : lipas radiates wave
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : yg leyh pnskn mknn
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : xyah gne elek.
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : jimat
Fara :  =)) =)) =)) =)) =))
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : bumi pun x trcmr
Fara : mknn tercemarrrrr
Fara :  =)) =)) =))
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : bongok r koo...kan tgh brngn
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : pstu jd kaye
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : n nme terkemuke d persada antrbngsa
Fara : lolololol
Fara : yeah 
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : org bli brngn kite
Fara : msok tb
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : microach wave
Fara : kite jd billionare
Fara : *i
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : i??
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : aku?
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : den
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : kite bkk kdai elektrik
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : yg envornmental friendly
Fara : yeap
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : guna pest...
Fara : yg x release heat
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : save d earth
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : kill d pests
Fara : yep
Fara : so projek kite ni mmg sgt bguna
ThE HoPeLeSs iReNa : genius creation

what a wild imagination. lol. heyh wait till us invent it and you'll be surprised! ngeeheee ;DD

;DD

~~~yaw

behind blue eyes

Thursday

Before add math tuition my phone suddenly beep. oh hey its zaty! waaa long time no see ;D the txt said "esok gi jj jom?". lol of course la i'm goin'. cant stand staying home doing nothing anymore.

Friday

woke up around 10 after irena texted me. i was sitting numbly on my bed and suddenly ding3, uhh i forgot to wrap izaty's present! quakk slrzz ting tong bush ahh~ DONE! ;DD so after that, i got myself ready blah3. izaty said the movie we were going to watch start at 1.20 so i plan to go out at 12++. at 12.15, i texted hajar, "hajar nk kua pkol bape neh?"

suddenly she called..oh ohhh from her voice, i know she was just woke up. lmao

then i walked to her house, got a cab and off to jj. irena and izaty were already there. we straight away went into the cinema. oh we watched jangan pndang belakang congkak. we were like so isolated from the others. everyone was sitting up upp there but us? we sat down downn there. lol. so the screen was very near and very big and very frightening ngahaha.

heyh the movie wasnt that bad lar. very funny indeed. the green toyol was so funneyh. the org minyak, hmm i like his song lalalaaa~ quizás quizás quizás LOL. and the hantu raya..hehe the way he act was so cute lar. he scream like a lil girl. hoho. the theme song(i guess) is nice~ duhai sayang lalalalaa ta igt. huhu. there are some scary parts but not that scary. we took this chance to scream on top of our lungs. yeah release tension ;pp we laughed like mad too haha ngehh

have lunch at arena. its only the four of us. ili wasnt there because its koyok's birthday.hohoo. happy beday yok yok! we were just guessing ili and koyok booked a hotel room and ili said *this is ma present..kacingg* LOL ngahahhahahaa 

i think hajar and irena were so addicted to comics -.- they bought a comic each. ngehh. headed to body shop cuz irena wanted to buy new fragrance. there, i put on the strawberry lotion. omgggg so damn nice la..the smell. huhu. lepak-ing at mph for a while. the two comic heads read comics while me and izaty surfing thru every corner of the store, looking for cool books. wee~

snap33 pics whi

le waiting for irena's dad. stop by a&w and we shared a waffel. nyumm. izaty went back first. me and hajar stayed at irena's house till 9++ kot. ohh so many untold story man. listen, last wednesday was a very nice day to begin a relationship. oh damn i'm so jealoussss. 030609 whoaa very very nice lar. we have nothing to do so, ape lagi bace lar msg org! huhu. i read irena's msg and she read mine rofl. uh oh then hajar's mum fetched us. dadadadaaa

heyh check out irena's right eye. its blue duhh haha

dont test me

oh what a holiday. i think i'd spoiled my supposed-to-be-fun-holiday. yes seriously. i dont think i totally enjoyed these couple of days. i definitely love last saturday evening. my close friends probably know why. but hey, keep it shut okay. as i told you in my previous post, i went to perak, my mum's hometown. going to perak is not a happy news for me because i dont really like it there. its not that i hated the people over there, its just i would feel bored -.-

i rated lat monday, 5/10. i love that morning but erghh can somebody stop being so $%^#!@*&$? you know, it really trigger my bad mood and you know you dont want me around that mood. it can lead to something really dramatic. so that was on monday. today is thursday. and i can still manage my anger. usually i cant hold my anger this long but i dont know why this time i can control it... a bit. i'm just telling the truth to that person and that person think and react oppositely -___-

i hung out with irena on tuesday. everyone seems very very busy with books, so its just me and her. oh we went out very early in the morning. since my dad had something to do in kl so we just followed him there and he drop us at klcc. we were standing there in front of that very tall building at 9.10 am!!!! extremely early i tell you. the stores weren't open yet -.- HAHAHA! so we just walked around the garden for a while. heyh so many guards over there and we were not allowed to sit on the swing. wtf. 

we get into the mall at 10 maybe. oh so damn hungry. we headed to mcd, the most affordable common place to eat. ordered sausage something something.. humph i couldnt remember the name. 1 thing for sure, its SALTY!!!! lmao. since its just us two and we dont plan to shop till we drop, haha so we decided to watch two movies. night at the museum and wolverine. heyh NATM was so damn funneyh! i give it 9/10. i dont rate it full because i still wondering what happened to the broken glass and windows and planes and all the stuff Kahmunrah had gathered. haa that Kahmunrah guy was hilarious ;DD i love the ending. so touching lalalala. 

wolverine was so damn smart man! all the effects, the stunts, and every tiny lilttle detail was so whoaa. there was one part i think its very painful to watch. me and irena were like, arrrrh whoaoaoa!(holding our hands tight LOL)  seriously its like i feel that pain too. HAHAHA! drama much

i didnt plan to buy a shirt. only looking for a scarf. saw that? only! there were so many nice scarfs but oh sadly, the price is so over the budget T_T but heyh there was this one store that caught our attention. Graffi tee. seriously didnt plan to buy a shirt but oh oh oh oh damn it! kashingggg $$$$ that cashier got our moneyh. stupid ass...

irena bought a comic. comic? yea. i used to read comics when i was form 1 or form 2 i guess but now i dont feel like reading it. i dont know why... my sister came by and we went home together. took a bus, a freezy wheezy bus. haha. lol its freakin' cold in there. i'm home at 7.20 and that night i got math tuition. -.- marks? dont want to talk much about it. its good but not that good. i'm dropping. 

wednesday was boring and wasted just like that. add math tuition, sleep, eat, emo-ing, physics tuition, online. erghh. i'm wondering what's up with today...

today, thursday. now is only afternoon. ohh planned to gather at ain's house but err seems like not happeningggg! grrr.. friends, i'm telling you i'm so bored over hereeee.