Walked around the block

Guess what?
What?
No more hydraulics class on evening sooo kita enjoyy! *suara mcm nora danish dlm citer puteri hahahah!

Yesterday after German class me and Gee went out to Bukit Bintang. Dating bebeyh dating. But we are no lesbians. We go straight and straight and straight and no belok2 hehe.

Erst, mussen wir ein Parkplatz finden. Sampai2 je area sana memang ponuh sosak jalan. Kereta gerak pun seinchi dua inchi je sebab depan tu mcm ada preparation nak sambut new year huhuhu. Setelah berjaya menyelit sana sini dapat jugak carik parking.

Tempat pertama ktorang redah, Pavilion. Yaw2 kami bukan budak2 yang lepak di Pavi okeyy. Misi utama nak pergi sana pun sebab nak carik kedai Forever 21. We heard that store is having a great sale up to 70%! Tapi nak carik kedai tu dah 1 hal sebab takde directory, or ktorang xjmpe directory so nak carik kedai tu punye lah kene tawaf 1 bangunan tu. And guess what lagi? Mana ada sale sangat pun sanaaaa erghhh! Iklan macam nak ghak kat radio tapi part yang sale nye kat accessories and baju2 yang tak berbaloi utk dibeli kerana kain nya yang sangat nipis ataupun plain sangat. Seluar yang cun2 pun tak banyak. Kecewa je pergi sana. Awal2 lagi level depression aku dah naik hoho.

But the best part was walking thru the decorations dekat sana. Menarik. I feel like I'm in a Wonderland hahahah ;p Outside, there were the United Budy Bears, representing 140 countries from United Nations.

Comel kan3 ;D

Behandle jeden anderen Menschen wie du selbst behandelt werden möchtest
Try to treat everyone the way you would want to be treated

Nak tau kenape banyak jugak tulisan dalam bahasa Jerman? Sebab United Budy Bears ni akan menjelajah seluruh dunia dan penjelajahan mereka ni first time mula dekat Berlin, Germany.

Enough with the bears.

We walked back to Sungei Wang just to see what's hot over there because I heard every girls said Sungei Wang is the place to shop, lots of cool stuff with reasonable price. I don't know what kind of curse has been put on me but what I saw was nothing cool, nothing interesting. Naah. Nein. I did not find anything that caught my eyes. I have to say the price was good but the kind of clothes they're selling are sooo not my type (grlish much) and looks like the material of the clothes are just made from fish net. Nipis! Mungin trend sekarang kot pakai baju nipis2 ni sebab dekat kedai2 Pavi tu pun banyak je baju nipis2 ni but sorry that piece of shit could not attract me. So I ended up walking around like a fool with no appetite to shop at all.

After evening lunch we went to search for music shop since Gee wanted to buy a guitar. Yayy! My feet, my back, my shoulder, my butt my bones, everything were getting hurt! Asyik jalan non-stop hahahah! Walked by a store at Fahrenheit 88 and found some cool t-shirts but sadly it's only for boys. Memandang kan otak aku dah tak keruan sebab brape kali klua jalan tapi tak beli apa2, maka aku pun gi bantai beli 1 baju situ ekekekeke. Walked back to Sungei Wang and found a music shop! Yay! Gee bought her guitar there. Warna hhitam gituuu. Jelesssss ;( nak gitar hitam jugak!

Seterusnya we went to Plaza Low Yat and then Times Square just to waste our time. Sumpah lah kaki sakit gile nak tercabut. Time tu dah pukul 10 lebeh dah, kedai pun banyak tutup dah s kami decided to head back to GMI. Yaw yawww nak tau tak berapa harga parking sana? RM 18 pulakkk poit. Apo mahal bona tuh. Koring dompet den, baru isi duit sket malam tuh. Haih. Nasib badan. Rupa nya ktorang sebenarnya bukan park kat Sungei Wang pon, kat bangunan Yayasan Selangor gitu kottt! Tah po namo tompek eyh tah.

Banyak lak bebel aku kali ni. K la k la tak larat sape2 nak bace pown. Auf Wiedersehen!

Random Photo: Breakfast at 4pm on Christmas 25/Dec/2011

Home cook hash browns, hot dogs, eggs and orange juice. 

Sodih tinggal rumah sorang, yg lain gi mandi air terjun wuuu ;(

~~~yaw!!

Ice Ice Baby

Friday, Dcember 23rd, 2011

ICE!!

SKATING!! 

Sekali lagi hajat aku nak main ice-skating tercapai tahun ni. Kali ni aku pegi dengan adik aku Nurul, Gee, Akin and Hadi. Pegi sana dapat pulak drive MyVi. Seronok nyaa bawak kereta auto hahahahah tapi lagi adventurous bawak manual lagi ;D 

Mula-mula patut nya kami berempat je yang pegi tapi adik aku pasang telinga lak mase aku bg tau mak aku so die pon nak ikot skali. Actually tak kesah pun nak bwak dia tapi duit mesti dua kali ganda hbes tuuu yg aku kisah muahahahah. Ibu ayah kasi duit belanja Nurul sket lak, yang len terpakso den lanjo. Untunglahh jadi budak2 yg ada kakak yg sgt murah hati ni heheheheh

Size kasut nombor 7. Yeah lucky number 7 muahahah 

Gee and Sakinah :)

Ktorang sampai sana pun dah petang maka takde lah main lama sangat3 sebab ade lak break time orang nak bersihkan ais tu en. Tapi yg pasti kami puas hati. Nak tau siape paling byk jatuh? kwang3 mesti lah Nurul. Astagaaa die tu jatuh tak payah cakap lah brape byk kali. Seluar dia habes basah kuyup macam baru redah banjir *evil laugh muahahahahah! Well tapi setakat jatuh2 ni normal la kan. Kalau tak jatuh tak seronok laa hehe. Top 2 jatuh, Gee. hehehe selamat lah dia dah sediakan payung sebelum hujan dengan membawa baju dan seluar spare. Tapi seluar dia yg kena air cantik jugak kene air. Jatuh dengan artistic kot ;p

Ini gambar yang diambil oleh photographer ice ring tu. Selepas puas main ktorang gi la tengok gambar yang dia ambil tu. Semart2 jugak gambar yg dia ambil, ingat nak beli dah tetapiiiiiii ooo emmm geee harga dia dah boleh buat duit makan aku utk dua minggu dah. RM 30 per photo! Defakk you're talking man! Mengambil kesempatan yang ada masa laki dekat counter tu busy main tepon die, kami pon tangkap lah balik gambar yang ada kat screen tu balik hahah. Dapat lah jugak memories 5 orang skali dalam satu gambar. Cuma quality gambar jela kureng sikit banyak sebab guna camera ipod yg cikai tu jek huu~~

Sementara ada masa kami yang sangat kebuluran ni pun pegi lah makan kat Pizza Hut tanpa mengorder sebijik pizza pun hehehe. Sume nak makan pasta2 jek ;D Lepak makan sana dah sampai pukul 11 lebeyh sampai kedai tu nak tutup dah tinggal ktorang je and aktiviti harini diteruskan dengan menonton wayang yg bertajuk Jack and Jill. I never heard of this movie before pun. Mula2 ingat nak tengok Sherlock Holmes or Mission Impossible tetapi apakan daya sume dah penuh, so Jack and Jill it is. 

Best dow citer ni. Lawak nak mampus (okay tapi aku still hidup la). Adam Sandler yang berlakon sebagai 2 watak laki ngan perempuan lak tuuu. Tak sia-sia tengok. Nurul pun suko togolak2 deyh tgk. Malas nak citer panjang pasal movie ni so anda tengok sndr lah ye :)

It was an exciting day.

Random Photo:

Ali the kura-kura masukkan kepala tengah2 tangga. 

Macam2 aksi je die ni.

~~~yaw!

365 days ago

HAHAH! Benda situasi ni sebijikkkk pernah terjadi kat aku exactly 1 year ago. On this date. Tetapi takde lah sebijik sangatlah, ada lain nya sikit. Cuma apa yang ingin aku sampaikan kat sini, bila seseorang perempuan suka pada seseorang lelaki, dia (especially aku) takkan bagi tau kat laki tu. But don't get me wrong! Ada juga perempuan yg confess pada lelaki yg dia suka just for the sake nak melepaskan ape yg ade kat prasaan dan tidak mengharapkan jawapan. Aku suka tindakan perempuan begitu, sangat berani meluahkan. In fact, dahulu kala, 6 tahun lalu (fuwahh lame tak lame tak) aku penah confess jugak tapi3 reaksi pada lelaki itu telah membuatkan aku malu pada tindakan diri sendiri lalu dengan tegasnya bersumpah pada diri sendiri bahawa aku takkan confess kat orang dah. Never ever ever everrrr!

Maka since then, kalau aku ada suka pada seseorang lelaki, aku just harap jela laki tu suke aku balik hahahahah bagai pungguk rindukan bulan. Aku just put effort sikit, just utk bg sign kat laki tu aku suke die tetapi sama ada lelaki tu perasan sign yg aku kasi tu, up to him lah. 

So what really happened a year ago was, I like a guy but I also set a limit sampai mana aku nak suka die. Setelah beberapa lama aku try tunjuk kan sign aku suka die, he just did not seem to understand it. So I gave up on him. But a week later he confessed to me he likes me. Too bad aku dah jadi sangat heartless time tu but I never said any answer to him, neither rejection nor acceptance. We continued getting along as a friend but then....jeng3

The End! 

I never knew what happened to us then, until today. LIKE OMG IT'S BEEN OVER A YEAR SO GET OVER IT AND TELL ME WATHEKK IS HAPPENING! It really broke my heart because I'm losing the friendship. 

THAT is a little bit of my past. Alhamdulillah somebody found me and change everything :)

Random Photo: 

:D

~~~yaw!

Kura-kura

I always wanted to have a pet, but never has I thought to have tortoises. This was all Qila's fault! If she did not tell her crazy idea of keeping one, I would have not wanted to buy those green freaky things! haha! Just kidding. Not her fault at all. I'm just jealous because she was going to have a pet so that's why I decided, without even thinking about it thoroughly, to have a pet tooo ;D *wink2

I'm such an idiot. I know it myself, I do not like these kinds of animal. I prefer rabbit rather than amphibians or fish hahah. But too bad I did not find any rabbit shop so yea..tortoise it is!

These are my tortoises ;D Soooo tiny and active and hyper hehehehe. Look at them house, it is equipped with  a bridge, coconut tree, ladder and white stones hahaha. Glamorous gituh. Kalah Qila punya, padahal aku mane la suke binatang2 ni.  

And these are Qila's tortoises. Small but always clean :D

Now I feel guilty for keeping these animals because I am NOT  a good keeper. I do not feed them on time and I hate cleaning the tank. I feel like I'm torturing these little things ;(( So that's why I'm opening it for the public. Siapa rasa nak merasa menjaga kura-kura, sila contact aku okey ;D

Oh yea lupa, nama sekor tu Abu, sekor lagi Ali. Mereka berdua sangat naughty. Kasi makan tak nak. Asyek berak je pun. Penat nak kene bersihkan tank!

~~~yaw!

perhaps it's my bad day

Okay haa orang kampung. Ni saje jela nak citer bahawa hari terakhir cuti sem aku bersamaan dengan 28 November 2011, hari Isnin merupakan hari yang paling malang dan serabut buatku.

1) Pagi2 lagi iPod dah buat hal tak dapat connect. Wow lu buat guwa bengang dow dahla baru bangun tido, mane tak berapi nye aku hahaha
2) Cek fon tengok tak elok2 jugak dari semalam. Caj punya lama dah tp tak mau on lak. Screen jadi putih je so nak contact orang dah susah
3) Ibu cakap ada fon lebih (ala fon nokia torch je pun) die baru je beli haritu tapi carik2 dah takde. Jembalang mane yang curik pulak so bengang lagi fon xdapat guna.
4) Nak mandi tiba2 paip tercabut sebab ada sepupu-sepupu kecil ni main. Terkjut la tibe2 air mencurah2
5) Nak sepit rambut yang macam ketam tu. Carik2 tak jumpa. Rupa2 nya dah patah kene pijak sampai patah oleh sepupu-sepupu kecil tu lagi. Sabar jelahh
6) Pack barang nak balik and carik balik surat yg GMI kasi utk buat passport tapi tak jumpa. Baru teringat arituh budak2 tuh ade kemas bilik. Mungkin mereke dah buang surat tu =.="
7) Tengah sedih, penat, bengang nak nangis ni and ade orang cakap 'penting sangat he fon tu?' like watefak luu fon tu jugak aku guna nak contact orang tu. Maka aku menjadi lebeh bengang dan bengang dan bengang.
8) Sampai kat GMI sudah dan malam tu kemas bilik sampai licin sume habuk dan masa nak letak barang kat kabinet atas tu aku pijak meja yg pendek tu lalu patah lah kaki meja tu lalu terjatuh lah daku sambil kaki ku terhentak kat bucu meja itu. Buku2 yg atas meja tu pon jatuh berterabur lalu aku mengutip nya dengan perasaan yg sangat hiba...

Yea. Itu hari malang aku. Nak buat macam mane en, benda nak jadi so sabar jelah. Fyi, kalau anda perasan aku byk cakap aku bengang kan3. Ahaa sememang nya aku dah tak boleh tahan dah. Panas baran ku sudah semakin menjadi2, dah tak boleh nak selindung dari orang ramai lagi muahahahah

Buku2 yang kat bawah meja tu elok je cantik tersusun cmtu lepas jatuh dr meja kecik aku haha mcm saje nak buat display pulak. 

Katil yang bersepah tgh kemas2. 

Part of the katil and kotak2 utk isi buku2 yg dah tak pakai. 

Menara kertas ;D Himpunan segala buku2 serta kertas2 selama setahun setengah. Cop..ade lagi sebenarnye cuna dah masuk dalam kotak jee ;p

~~~yaw!

Kekecewaan melanda..

....apabila melihat jadual untuk semester 4 tanggal 29 November 2011, Selasa, di kelas Kompleks Teknologi 1, German Malaysian Institiute, Bangi, Selangor, Malaysia, Bumi.
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Sangat kecewa. sedih. hampa. bengang. marah. nak menjerit. nak menangis. nak belasah orang.
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Macam ni la hendakku jelas kan macam mano ghoman jadual den ni.
Pagi2 ada kelas German.
3 JAM!!
Petang2 ada vorpraktikum.
BERJAM-JAM!!!
Tak jumpa matahari.
Oh well aku memang la x suka berjemur tgh2 matahari panas2 gitu tapi sebagai manusia yg normal, aku perlu kan matahari utk hidup jugak.
Haih kuang ajooo betul jadual tu kacau time petang2 aku.
Aku punya lah plan macam2 nak buat petang2 kat GMI. Nak beriadah lah sbnr nye jogging, main2 anything, jalan2.
Tetapi jadual durjana itu telah memusnahkan segalanya. Semua belon angan-anganku telan dicucuk oleh jadual durjana itu bagaikan jarum...
Bila balik praktikal dah penat so balik mesti tidoooooo lamaaaaa punya maka di situ telah habis waktuku yg sangat berharga untuk membuat parkara yg lagi bermanfaat seperti membaca buku cerita, tengok movie, practice guitar, tulis journal blahhhh blahhh blahhhh...

See..betapa hancurnya hatiku melihat jadual itu.
AND paling aku bengang...ade praktikal hari SABTU!!! mcm !"£$%^&*()_+!!!
Aku lagi rela kelas berat sket time weekdays drpd orang kacau weekends aku.
Saturday supposed to be an off-day dammit. =.="
Fuhhh guwa memang tgh berapi skrg.
Hari ahad je cuti mana boleh siakk. Kalau kasi gaji xpe la jugak, ini tidak..

Oke seriously sedeh.
;(
Tgh bengang takde random photo.

Bye!!



~~~yaw!

Semester Holiday

Heyy yaww! Sorry for the incredibly late post about how awesome my holiday was *tangan di dada mata ke atas* ;p I've been busy as hell ever since I stepped my foot back in GMI for the fourth semester. Let's put aside the sad story about semester 4 first, because I really don't want to talk about that shit now.

I'm pretty sure most of the A-Level students from my batch were having a really great time after the exam. But not me. Na'ah.

Right after the exam while the others were busy planning their holiday, me Gee and Syaza went to Putrajaya to renew our IC. Wahhh excited nyeww sayeww! For the new IC we only have to pay RM10 okay kawan2. Tak mahal tak murah. Beli tiket wayang lagi mahal kalau hari biasa dan ehem2 rokok pon ade yg lg mahal maka janganlah ade yg nak merungut kata tak mampu nak renew. Kat Putrajaya, bangunan JPN tu sangat lahhh indah kat dalam tu. Buat port dating pon tenang je mata LOL dan proses nak buat IC tu sangat pantas lagi effisien yaw. Buat harini esok dah boleh ambil.

Lepas buat IC, ada burung kakak tua yang membawa berita kepadaku bahawa Burger King ade buat promotion! *wink2 Beli burger (yang paling kecik dan x mengenyangkan) dengan harga RM1 sahaja tetapi..(mesti ade tetapi punye)..kene lah beli air sekali. Maka jumlah for the burger and drink jadi RM4.30 kachingg! Hampeh betul. Kalau takde kene beli air aku sanggup beli 10 bijik makan sorang dah.Aku beli 2 burger, Gee and Syaza pun 2 and kami menerima pesanan daripada burung kakak tua itu sebanyak 9 burger! Maka jumlah burger yang kami beli haritu is 15 :D Tak pernah beli bege king banyak ni huhuhu.

Mesti dah boring en? Sape larat bace la lagi hahah

The next day kami pergi Putrajaya lagi ambil IC and ooooo emmmm geeeee buruk nyaaaa mukaaaa! Gambar IC masa darjah 6 buruk macam anak Indon, yang kali ni buruk macam baru kena belasah je lebam2 =.=" after that we went for a spicy cuisine - Nando's. Mmmm dap nyee ayam pedas2 berair mata hidung sume meleleh2 huhuhu. Then pulang lah ku ke rumah tercinta di Seremban menaiki ktm siput sedut tu.

Jumaat wasted duduk rumah.

Sabtu went to Mid Valley tgk cerita Tin Tin. Hmm bese2 jela citer tu. Tak into it sangat sebab macam lama jek huhuhu. ♥

Okay if you look at the poster there is a white dog in the middle, right? I thought the movie is about that dog. I thought the dog's name is Tintin. But...actually the story is about the boy on the right and his name is Tintin. Funny. Tintin sounds like name of a dog -.-"

Ahad went back to GMI to pick up my guitar and cadar untuk dibasuh di rumah. Sambil itu aku pergi ke kedai barang kek untung membeli barang2 untuk membuat kek yg dipesan oleh ibuku. Selepas itu melepak di Mcd mengajar seseorang tp mcm tak ajar ape2 pun sbb tatau lah ape aku ajar tu betul ke tak. Risau ajaran sesat je :S

Monday, me went to Jusco with Irena and my little sister. Bosan nye lah hai. Makan KFC. Lepak City Park lepas tu hujan. Great. Memang seronok holiday hujan2 ni. haha

Okay lihat gambar di atas, itu petanda bahawa beta sudah malas mau menaip ekekekeke! Long story short, on Tuesday me and Irena went back to school *kening2 ;D The next day we have Hajarrrr and we went karaoke-ing at Green Box and gossiping  bout some stuff. The next day we only sat at home. And the next day we planned to go swimming but unfortunately since Hajar woke up just 40 minutes late, we canceled the swimming plan and went to Ulu Bendul weee ;D Yeah begitu lah cerita cuti sem 3 aku. Menarik sangat kannnnn =.=" but the most memorable part was with Irena and Hajar. Family, busy working so I didn't get the chance to spent my time with them.

Random Photo: Bluekkk *mulut tahan air hahahahah!

~~~yaw!

Do you think they understand?

The one thing I hate about texting/chatting/communicating by written words is, I don't know the mood of the person I'm communicating to.

Example:
...message..
(A) : Weyy tadi balik kelas aku basah kuyup dow kene hujan. Habes la esok aku takde seluar nak pakai ;(
(B) : Tu la kau aku dah bagi tau kau tunggu hujan bhenti dlu baru balik. Kau degil. Kan dah kena.


Bila baca mesej si B ni kan, kita xleh tau yg sbnr nya dia ni marah kat A sebab tak dgr kata or maybe B hanya nak remind kan balik kat A je or just bergurau. Sebab...kita tatau nada dia nak sampai kan masej tu macam mana.



Example:
.....chatting....
(C) : Sakit lagi tak luka jatuh moto td?
(D) : Ade lah sikit, berdarah banyak la.
(C) : Oww sian kau. Tapi muke kau jatuh tu tak boleh bla arr. Lawak dow
(D) : Yeke? Ceytt aku jatuh kau leh kate lawak lak. Aku sengaje je pun buat muke cmtu mase nk jatuh, baru la style hahah.
(C) : Banyak la kau punye style. Kalau aku rakam td mmg femes la kau kat youtube.
(D) : Aha aku mmg suke jd femes kat youtube ni. K lah out dlu bye.


Dalam conversation kat atas, kita tak tau perasaan D bila dapat mesej mcm tu. Kalau D seorang yg relax mungikn die anggap ape yg C cakap hanya lah gurauan. Tapi kalau D tu jenis sensitif, mane tau die cakap tu sebab nk perli balik. Dan tup2 die terus offline, macam nak cakap die sakit hati je kan?


Ehemmmm! Dialog2 kat atas tu mmg takde kene mengena ngan aku pon, rekaan semata2 for this entry purpose. Tiada mengena dengan yang hidup mahupun yang mati juga.


Harini sambil2 tengah duduk kat rumah dan berchatting dgn rakan2 aku pon macam tersedar gitu, kalau kita bergurau dalam mesej/chat orang lain tu faham ke yg kite ni bergurau. Or kalau kita sengaja nk bercakap secara sarcastic, orang yg membaca tu faham ke maksud kita ni saje2 je buat mcm tu. Dan kadang-kala aku pun rasa confuse, bila dapat mesej pelik2. Orang tu cakap gurau2 je ke or they really mean it what they said.

Sebab itu, kalau aku nak cakap perkara yg serious, perkara yg memerlukan nada org utk tau exactly jawapan nya, aku lebih rela tanya face to face or call la. Dapat dgr tone orang tu jawab boleh mengukuh kan sesuatu jawapan itu.


Mesti ade yang tak paham en ape yang aku try nak sampaikan ni en3. haha forget it lah ;p

Random Photo:

Fact about me: I'm easily pissed when I 

already called somebody for so many times

and they didn't answer it.

~~~yaw!

Holiday 1 minggu je yee

HoooomiGod! I'm actually just finished the duck damn A-Level! Now I am a very happy person on Earth because all the burdens on my head and my eyes (due to excessive reading on educational stuff, tapi sebenarnya tak membaca sangat pun) are finally gone and I can have a good long rest. But.....not toooooooooooooooooo long though because Practical and Intense German Language Class is waiting for me with their finger tapping on the table muahahah

So uh.. I'm home for the whole week! ;D But the bad news is I don't have any friends to go out with =.=" The  UiTM students just got back from their holiday, Hajar is soooooooo busy working, Putri is at Penang, Ili also have classes at UTP and the only one left is Irena. What the hell are we going to do together here? Ideas banyak gila nak pegi sana sini but the thing is going out berdua je is no fun lah.

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May I present to you my study table at GMI..

Taadddaaa!! 

Nice and clean kan3? But actually it wasn't like how you see it now. Meja tu sumpah berhabuk aku malas nak lap je haha so leave it like that. And those buku kat tepi tu dah boleh bakar dah nanti after holiday ni.

Leaving behind this view for a week! Permandangan ini amatlah membosankan sekarang sebab takde benda yg hendak di hendap dah. Itu rumput baru kene potong tu, kalau tak rumput tu boleh naik sampai tinggi aku tau. Ular beranak dalam tu pun tak leh prasan muahahahah

And also not to forget, kedua-dua binatang peliharaan ku di GMI..

Ahaa 2 ekor ni kene tinggal sini je sebab..malas nak angkut bawak balik leww ;p Yang kanan tu nama dia Senget sebab kalau diperhatikan sume anggota badan dia senget. Tatau lah mmg ni bear reject or mmg sengaje dibuat mcm tu. Senget ni adik saya punya tau3 tapi memandangkan adik saya ni tak pernah main pun dengan natang ni so saya pun curi bawak GMI masa 1st sem dulu utk dibuat bantal peluk hohoho. Yang kiri tu nama die ada  dua, Bambam ataupun Condong. Bambam sebab die tembam and Condong sebab die mmg xleh duduk tegak, mesti akan condong cket hahah ;D

Hmm tu jela tatau nak bebel ape dah. Enjoy my holiday :)



~~~yaw!

The One That Got Away

Sedih..




Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one
The o-o-o-o-o-one
The o-o-o-o-o-one
The one that got away

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I shoulda told you what you meant to me (Woooooow)
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one 
The o-o-o-o-o-one
The o-o-o-o-o-one

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away








~~~yaw!

lifeless

Why do I even exist?
Why do I have to carry the burdens alone?
Why can't they understand me?





~~~yaw!

Malam ni bulan sangat indah dan cantik. Terang sangat dan bulat. Boleh nampak rekah2 pada bulan tu dengan mata kasar. Tenang hati tengok. Duduk di atas lantai pandang tingkap pon boleh nampak sinar cahaya bulan tu. Awww ;D

Mungkin bulan ini hendak menenangkan aku kot dengan paper Chemistry 4 yang macam gampang td.Sumpah aku bengang dengan diri sendiri kerana tidak dapat menjawab kesemua soalan. Dan aku bengang juga kerana ramai yang habis paper tersenyum riang, menunjukkan mereka boleh menjawab soalan itu dan secara tidak langsung menaikkan graph chemistry kali ini dan secara tidak langsung lagi menjatuh kan grade aku. Hihi. Yeap memang aku bengang tapi apakan daya masa tak akan kembali, hancur musnah nya semua nya~~ (kenal tak ayat tu haha) Bulan malam ni memberiku ketenangan dan membuatku meredhai apa yang akan berlaku. Jikalau sudah ditakdir kan aku dapat result buruk pon aku tenang menghadapinya sebab aku memang dah lama redha dengan exam celaka ni. Hehe. ;D ehemm tapi kalau boleh memang nak lepas la kan.

Tetapi apabila aku memandang ke bawah dekat buku fizik ni memang hilang ketenanganku. Maka inginku terjemahkan di sini, bulan menyuruh aku memandang nya sahaja. Bulan x kasi aku pandang buku fizik..and german hehe.

Okay tenang..tenang..tenang.....tapi..lagi tenang kalau tengok bulan yg cantik ni di tepi pantai muahahaha.

Random Photo: Ini dia gambar bulan malam ni.

Maaf gambar ni tak berapa nak clear 

sebab aku takde kamera canggih macam anda2 sume hihi :P

p/s: Bahasa yang ku tulis pada entry ini sangat...ermm..skema. Kan? haha BOOOYEAHHH mood klasik malam ni :D



~~~yaw!

fall on your face

Pure Math paper sudah selesai! ;D How was it? Jeng3 senang susah gila nak mati sampai rasa nak tergelak guling2 dalam dewan periksa tu sbb rasa macam bodoh sangat banyak tak dapat jwb =.=" pfft elok sangat lah tu. Rasa nya kalau diberi masa 1 jam ke 2 jam lebeh boleh kot jawab sume ekekeke (alasan) and maybe the invigilator should shut up at the last moment yg membuat kan aku rasa lagi cuak bila dia cakap 10 minutes or 5 minutes or 10 minutes more or another 5 minutes or 2 minutes or 1 minutes. Cakap 10 minutes je sudah la. Tak payah nak 5 minit 2 minit lah bagai -.-" aku ni gelabah orang nya. Tak tentu arah aku di buat nya bila die buat countdown cenggitu.

Nampak nya paper Mecha jela yang boleh bantu naik kan Math tapi hampeh laa Mecha pun aku x leh dapat separuh markah trial ritu -.-" agak2 lepas x kali ni? Kita nanti kan paper Mecha akan datang muahahaa


To Mama and Papa yang sudah menaiki kapal terbang pagi tadi, selamat menunaikan Haji and have a safe journey :)

Btw, Reel Steel best! ;D




::No rando photo, tenet selow bobona::



~~~yaw!

girls fact? sort of

Let the fact reveal! Muahahah

I found this photo on somebody's wall and copied it ngeh3. Motif saya posting this? I want to correct some info fact on the girl's side. I have to say I did not agree on all of the facts here ahahaha. Out of these 6 points, I would like to change number 2 and 4.


Point #2
When a girl stares at you, she's wondering why you are lying.
As for myself, I stare at you (in this case its supposed to be a boy.. my boi hee) because I'm wondering what he's thinking about but that's just impossible lah kan sebab aku ni bukan nye Edward Cullen nak baca2 fikiran org dengan hanya melihat org tu. I just love staring at you &heatrs; Yeapp that's it! I didn't have to stare at him and wonder why he lied to me, because I trust him and I don't think he lies or hide anything stupid from me (harap2 begitu lah....).

And if you want to know why he lied to you, don't just stare at him, ask him! Sonang cito. Ekau monung2 kek oghang tu mano nak dpt jwpn nyo dik oi. Tanyo dulu, kalo agak2 eh dio ngoncing kau laie ermm pandai2 ekau lah handle haha. Tapi sebenar nya I do think of something when I stare at him but that is a secret I never going to tell here haha ;D


Point #4
When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention.
Erm pasal yg ni, harus ku kata kan bahawasanya saya bukan cop duit. Sorry boifren haha, tapi kalau lah situasi ni ade kat tempat aku skang, I'm not calling you to seek "attention". Perkataan tu macam salah. I would say I'm calling you because I miss you or I just want to hear your voice or I have problems and need to talk to someone or maybe something urgent happens everyday so I have to keep calling you haha. You know who 'you' refers to aite.

Calling somebody sebab nak kan perhatian dia macam kesian je dengar as if tidak dilayan oleh seseorang itu maka terpaksa telefon org itu tiap hari. Tapi lah kan aku amat setuju utk yg pihak laki nye tu, - "When a guy calls you everyday, he is in love". Aku nak tukar statement tu kepada "When a girl calls you everyday, she is in love". awww ♥ fara jiwang sekarang ekekekekeke


Before I end this post saya nak minta maaf if ada statement yg saya cakap ni mengguris hati and or buat orang terasa ke apa. These are just my point of view. Rock n roll bebeyhh ;D



~~~yaw!

De dem dey

Down

Demotivated

Dumb

These feelings are Destroying my life.

That Dude are not here when I need him.

I was Defamed not going to Angelo's class again.

What's wrong with the negative "D" words today?

sheeeshhhh!

Thankfully Angelo approved my oral paper or else I'm so gonna kick hick dick!

Huh.

The bad news struck me when I see my Physics Paper 4 trial results ;(

Sodihhhhhh laaa! 

Buat past years Math pun fail.

Exam is next week! 

Feeling so Damn pressured now!

Merepek.

______________________________

There are this couple in my friend list whom I didn't know about

Amir Zulfakar & Fara Saje

(seriously didn't know them and I don't know how they got lost in my friend list)

But I think they are pretty cute together

♥

Merepek II.

______________________________

Random Photo:

Awh ni pun comel jugak ;D

~~~yaw!

Forget Me

Thursday morning come
As the sun awaken and breaks early through the dawn
The straight line of the golden ray hit the face of the lifeless body
Bringing the emotionless spirit to life
When life is where it doesn't want to be
No, not for now

I want to go for a while
Taking a break from this dull hard cycle
The evening wind is rough
It draws me back and bit this heart
The loud sound in my ear get stronger
Trying hard to close this eyes shut
And leave this beautiful pain untouched

No one hear my cries for help
I look down on this thing I held for so long
Hoping it would make a sound
And see the glimpse of the shattered glass
I am wounded
I am trying to tell you with no words
I am covered in tears
You can't see this bloody scars underneath this smile
No word could describe this throes
And they get worst when you ignore it

In this moment you are what I need
But baby you left me hanging here
Watching as I die alone
Damn you can't see the sign I show all this while
I'm killing myself but it's not suicide

Don't regret when it finally drag me away
Because then, I'm really gone
Just forget what you knew yesterday
Because the time really gone

Random Photo:

~~~yaw!

down below

My sister's friend which is only 11 years oooold, already has a boyfriend, fb account, blog, camwhoring and what else you got there kid?!

Come on posting status for your boyfriend to read? He probably busy playing video games right now haha

This girl gotta be kidding right

How can you have all those freaky feelings when you are not even reach puberty yet hahah

Kids these days grew up so fast

When I was at her age I was completely enjoying myself as a kid - playing PS, cycling around the neighbour hood, pegi kedai runcit beli mcm2 hbes kan duit belanja, main masak2, main kucing, mandi hujan, main board games and stuff

I don't even know where my dad hides the laptop and if I do, I only plays all the crappy games on Yahoo

Feelings nak ada boyfriend? Cket pon takdak lah lagi2 kalau nk berlover-dovey msj euww

Okay crush tu ada la kot dulu haha tapi2 seriously budak ni advance sangat :O

And baru nak pekse akhir tahun dah merungut kat fb malas lah susah lah benci lah

Again, when I was t her age I don't even know exam is serious, I don't study and I don't know what the hell is UPSR?! haha! 

Baru exam darjah 5 duhh cube tgk A-level macam mane susah nye adik oiii

Good thing my sister still behave like a kid ;D

Kids, please don't grow up so fast. When you already grow old you know you'll miss the childhood moment and regret for growing up too early. Sincerely, me.

~~~yaw!

Invisible

Skylar Grey - Invisible

Shut my playlist and play this vid ♥ ♥ ♥





~~~yaw!

iOS 5 failure

Apo kono la natang ni ta mau update ni

=,="

Banyak kali eden torai and torai and torai tapi takmo jugak dio

iTunes dah update yg latest pun doge lagi tu

Hak tuuihhh 

;(

Sumo bondo la tak kono skang

Den hotank seko2 ni kang tau lah heh

~~~yaw!

rolling rolling rolling DOWN

Result Trial 2 dah tau kecuali Fizik and it was sooooooooooo damn baaaaaaaad!
;(

Second trial is supposed to be better than the first one but obviously I made it the other way around =.=" Math and Mecha punya markah tak sampai pun separuh markah, German marks turun, and Chem pun sama turun T.T sodihhh apo nak di jawab kek omak abah den nanti :S

Chemistry dapat E and Math most probably kalau total kan dapat E jugak. German just harap lulus jelah. So physics jelah harapan nk kasi naik smgt blk huh.

Sekian, tension.

Random Photo: Just go through it with a Smile ;D

~~~yaw!

been craving for FOODS!

Minggu ni merupakan mnggu trial exam yg kedua which give me a second chance to make up all the failures I got in the first trial. Maka, tekanan mula naik. Stress mula datang. And most important thing I want to highlight: Lapar dan mengidam macam2!

For this week je aku dah mengidam banyak gila makanan and kalau nak diikutkan kalau tiap hari aku layan perasaan ni mau habes 50 hinggit this week makan tiap hari. Tapi2 since aku dalam mode berjimat maka makan kena 1 kali sehari jaa and xkan la tiap hari nak makan luar kan giloo. Kalau ajak kawan2 pegi pun tak nak dorang dehh hbes duit awal2 bulan ni. Huhu =.="

Half boiled eggs

Sllrrrrpppp! Ini kalau dapat makan pagi2 or malam2 time tgh sejuk memang syok neyh! Kalau kat bilik ade stok telur memang guwa dah buat dah tp malang nya takda. Malas nak gi beli huhu. Telur separuh masak ni, kalau dapat yg OldTown nye layan neyh. Yummeyhhhh ;D

Daging Salai Masak Lemak

Lomak bhaii lomakkkk! Sumpah dah lama tak makan gulai lemak. Kafe Wak Dol tak jual lauk cenggini lorr, banyak kari2 asam2 kicap2 minyak2 je. I know the best cook yg boleh masak lauk ni - my Abah and Emak <3 <3 <3 Nope, not my real Ibu and Ayah. Mak n Abah are my guardian masa kecik2 dulu. Kalau pegi rumah dia mintak dia masak ni, nanti dah habes makan pon mulut still nak mengunyah lagi. Hmm maybe sebab ade daging tersekat kat celah2 gigi hoho. Ini makan siang2 lepas balik kelas sumpah layan ni boleh bertambah2 nasi ;p

Sup Ekor / Sup Tulang / Sup Daging

Haaa ini yang kena hirup ni. Selalu makan sup2 cenggini bila kat luar dengan family. Sup ni mesti order meh baru rasa kepuasan makan. Tapi selalu nya kalau order ni aku tak makan pon daging2 tulang tu semua. Aku hanya amek kuah sup tu je agagaga yg lain lantak pi la orang lain nak makan.

Daging Masak Merah

Tengok gambar tu dekat2, nampak sedap kan utk diratah2? Hohoho.Ha ini pon sama mcm yg kat atas ni, selalu makan dengan family order ni jugak. So kalau nak tau ape menu yg selalu aku makan dgn family, ni la dia. Aku akan cepat2 amek daging2 merah tu byk2 (tamak tak nak kasi adik aku makan lbeh) and letak sup sebagai pembasah nasi. Pembasah? That sounds so wrong man ngeh3

Roti Kaya

Ok sumpah terliur tgk gambar ni, rasa macam nak pegi OldTown skang jugak tp mana ada bukak tgh malam natang ni haih. Roti kaya OldTown mmg the best lah tapi dorang ni dekut arr, letak kaya ciput naa ;( Tapi still sedap sampai membuatkan aku rase mengidam bagaikan pmpuan mengandung =.=" Dah2 jangan tgk gambar lg.

Gulai Udang Masak Lemak Cili Api

Cili api ke cili padi? Huh pedulik kan lah. Haaa ni dia lauk yg membuatkan aku rase nak balik rumah sekarang jugak suruh Ibu masak. Ini baru betul Ibu aku awww <3 <3 <3 Kalau nak ikot kan hati mau aku beli udang santan kunyit sume kat Econsave nuh tapi alamak lupa resipi la pulak. Penah blaja masak ni dulu hihihi. Takpe2 nanti ade mase blaja masak lg yerr. Nyumm2 udang oh udang. Dapat udang yg besar2 memang tido tergolek la aku lepas tu hohoho

McFlurry Milo Mcd

Ubatku semasa otak tengah hang huhu. Ingat computer je ke boleh hang ah, otak aku pon boleh lahhh haha. Eskem ni selamat dapat rasa malam Ahad lepas. Ptg2 study sampai xleh masuk nak muntah tgk buku last2 aku terpakse surrender dan ajak Gee and Syaza makan skali heheh. Ini gamba lama, kalau McFlurry Milo skrg die ade letak Milo biji2 kecik cereal tu. Lagi rangup krukk krakk krukk krakk ;D

Mac and Cheesee

Ohh ini makan begitu sahaja sumpah best lebeh2 lagi kalau Kenny Roger's punya yummeyhh mommeyhh ;D Tapi alang2 dengan gambar ni aku nampak ayam sekali, kalau dapat jugak ni mmg konyang perut den 1 malam. Satu malam je kenyang haha perut aku skang ni cpt process mknn so cepat jugak rasa lapar muahahah

Aduhh dugaan makanan. Kalau lah aku kaya aku dah melantak dah sume ni. Study tu boleh kasi pause jap, kita makan dulu haha. Ajaran sesat sbnr nya ni, jangan ikot ye kawan2. Aku kalau dah makan memang musnah dah lepas tu - tidooooo lama gila. Memang tak ke mana lah nk belajar. Oke sumpah lapar. Makan megi lagi malam ni sebab ehemm...tade sape nak teman makan malam hahah. 

Physics trial tomorrow. Gtg!

~~~yaw!

Whaddupppp!

Yaw finally I'm back! ;D

My last post was on 3rd July and today is 6th of October! Can you count how long I leave this blog hanging?! Well tak kesah pun sebenar nya sbb bukan orang baca pun blog yg lame ni agagaga. Just untuk kepuasan diri sendiri.

Lots of things happened during the duration I had my blog for a long pause. After I joined the Orientation Committee I started abandoned this pity blog because I'm so damn tired to type :)

Kalau nak tulis panjang sangat jadi nya, takde siape nak baca haha so upload photos jelah. Enjoy ;D

Ini time jadi OC untuk intake July 2011 haritu. 2 minggu penat gile nak mampus tp naseb tak mampus lagi la. It was fun and good experience but seriously exhausting. I have to keep up with class, studies and tutorials at the same time. Rasa serba salah jugak la sebab selalu dtg program2 OC ni lambat tptptp I'm really terribly exhausted. Siape yg tak paham tu mmg kuang ajoo lah. Aku siap sakit2 dada setiap hari tp pelik doctor cakap aku gastric haha. Memang tak makan lah ubat2 yg doctor kasi ;D

This one kami buat gathering kat rumah Ain buat BBQ. Really miss hanging out and gossiping with them <3 tapi sedih nya tak semua orang boleh dtg. Irena and Hajar were missing out. Anyway ayam sedapppp ;D

Another gathering with the girls - Buka puasa at Oriental. Makanan chinese muslim yaw but den ni kureng cket la layan mknn cino ni a.k.a. mata sepet haha. Makanan jepun korea sume tak brape nk suke la tp since ni campur2 punya so boleh tahan lah.
after that kami rayau2 mencari funfare tp malang nya dah tutup maka merayau2 lah kami di Carefour skejap ;p

And these are random photos I picked up from July till September. Ada gambar makan kat Carl's Jr, makan eskem kat Ice room, tgk Arsenal vs Malaysia, Amni main rambut dgn Nurul, kucing Kembang kesayangan ayahku, lukisan huduh masa bosan dlm kelas, Serk and Loqo my former group mates, Nobita yg membuat aksi terjun tingkat 2, my sisters and cousins, and World Stage. Other event maybe takde photo pun haha.


So that's it! Not much to talk about. Ouh2 and raya this year sangat menedihkan and membosankan. Me dun wanna talk about it.

Sekian entry yg membosankan.





~~~yaw!

watch the time fly as the pendulum swing

There goes my weekend. Feels like today was too short and tiring. I got 3 hours of Physics class on Saturday morning, then quickly off to Mid Valley to pick up my iPod and quickly went back to gmi to attend the oc meeting which did not give any profit to me. Datang ke tak dtg ke same je, what did I learnt? Nothing! Just a waste of time and my energy rushing sana sini just untuk tunjuk muka. Fuck you. Sorry to say la, I did not hate the oc meeting but something which I myself could not recognize the case, really get on my nerves. It's not a human being, nor an object, it's just a rude attitude and it really really irritate me. Rase mcm nk cekik2 pijak2 tumbuk2 je orang yg mcm ni. Tapi apakan daya, Fatin Nur Shafara ini baik orang nya dan hanya membisukan diri dengan sabar menghadapi dugaan palat itu wukakakakakak!!!! cirit-birit wa dengar itu org byk prasan ;D


Bad news: Weekend aku burn begitu sahaja, tido memang tersangat kurang, setiap hari bangun awal, takleh nak bangun tgh hari dah miggu ni :(

Good news: Makan minum aku selamat ditanggung, out-campus memang aku tak handle, next week boleh jumpa girlfriends ;D

Random Photo:

Dominos Pizaaaa!

Mengidam nak makan ni sbnr nye hihi

~~~yaw!