going on a circle

I wonder if the movies played on tv were made out of real scenarios.

If it were, then I wish my life would be recorded in a movie someday.

~~~yaw!

When will it gets better?

"Daughter: I'm home!!!

Mother: Happy U were back. Waiting for adik to come back on Wednesday. So what is our plan? Baking cakes, watching movies, bowling or what else?

Daughter: bowling... haven't played for a while

Mother: Insyallah"

Taken from a friend's status on facebook.

How I wish I have this kind of conversation with my mother. Seriously. It's not like I'm not grateful for what I have, it's just sometimes I am bit jealous and offended to see how other people or in this case, girls, can have such exciting moments with their mothers. Truthfully, I never tell my problems to my mother because the story will just end up there and I will never get the solutions or, she will never hear my problems. She never asked if I was okay, how's my studies, what do I need, and all. It's just upsetting and I don't know whom to talk to regarding personal problem.

I'm not trying to put all the blames on her or spreading bad stories about her. She had a rough life and it's dragging me and my sisters into it too. Like I said, I can't tell my problems to her because she will just ignore it so I am only relying on friends. When friends are not around, I write. Eventually this crap ended up on my blog. So here it is more or less I can say. I love you mom and I really want that mother-daughter relationship going on but I just can't beg it to your face. You just don't understand me.

~~~yaw!

you

Aku tak tau nape aku jadi sangat excited, tersengeh2 sonyum lebar sampai ke telinga bila nmpak dia online. Padahal aku bukan nak tegur die pun. Takut hehe. Nanti nmpk mcm terhegeh2 pulak jadi aku keras kan tangan aku drpd memicit button nama dia. Haha

Tapi setiap kali aku nmpak die dah sign off aku mesti mengeluh. 'Nape lah aku tak tegur die td..'. Die online bukan selalu. Kalo ye pon online mesti skejap je. Actually aku pon tatau ape yang buat aku tertunggu2 die ni. Die bukan type yg aku nk pon hahahaha tapi once orang tu dah buat baik ngan aku, mmg aku akan balas baik kat die :)

~~~yaw!

Yes yes!

Halo! Wie geht's? Ausgezeichnet? So la-la? Schlecht? Ach so! Ich finde diese Woche gut. Nur drei Tage habe ich unterrichten. Am Dienstag habe ich Petrosains mit Freunde einen Ausflug und am Donnerstag haben wir Feiertag zur Thaipusam.

Ammmm ape aku mengada tulis German ni! Hahahahaha! Okay sumpah susah nak tulis blog dlm bhse german. Nak tulis brape kerat ayat kat ats ni pon da mengambil mase 40 minit kot fikir LOL! Itu pon entah betul ke tak tu aku main bantai je.

Tadi aku baru je bace sorang senor ni tulis Notes kat FB dalam German so aku tertarik seketika dgn keindahan bahase nya (uwahh!) lalu trus mencuba untuk menaip belog ini dgn bahasa anjing ini bak kata Mr. Bo -.-"

WARNING!

Entry ini menceritakan tentang hidup aku last week.

Tak berminat tak payah bace ;p

(mmg agak lame entry ni tertangguh before it was posted just now)

:)

Actually aku nak cakap yang minggu ni aku agak gumbira sebab kelas ade 3 hari je sebab Selasa aku ada trip gi Petrosains and Khamis tu public holiday sempena Thaipusam :) Petrosains ye tak? Dengar mcm trip untuk kanak-kanak skolah rendah je kan tapi okayy what! Sebagai seorang remaja yang tak pernah jejak kaki kat Petrosains tu mmg agak excited la haha. Dulu pernah pegi sekali tp mcm 1 part je yang ade natang dinosor byk2 tuh. Arituh pegi x jumpe lak byk dinosor, sekor jo den jumpo dnosor yg bleh rap tuh ;D

Memang barang2 yg didisplay kat situ mcm untuk tahap kanak2 ah tapi syok jugak weh tengok trick2 die situ. Rase mcm kembali ke alam kanak-kanak2 plak kan main2 kat situ. Tambah2 lagi main dgn budak2 masuk air mcm Shakir and Mon. Paling guwa menyampah mase kat oil and gas punye tempat tu lah, ade lubang2 yg leh rse bahan mentah gune tgn. Walaupun die da siap letak glove tapi hapraaaakk busuk gilo taik idong nyeh tangan aku! Mau mampus aku kalo bau lame2 -.-" Puas aku main2 benda dalam tu sampai aku, Gee, Shakir ngan Mon jadi orang terakhir la kua dari petrosains tu huaa8! Masing2 jakun tak nak klua dari situ xD Budak2 lain dah sempat gi shopping, rayau2, makan2 sume tp ktorang tak kua2 laie hahaa

Photos on my Facebook

Rabu ade klas then Khamis cuti balik pastu Jumaat ade klas balik ammmm! Kan best kalo straight trus je cuti hahaha (mmg hancus lah mase dpn aku)! Khamis tu aku gi lawat kawan kat Hospital Kajang. Die bru lepas buat operation appendix 2 hari lepas tu. Selasa tu after gi Petrosains aku gi lawat die jugak kat hosp tp time tu die mmg bru fresh from the oven klua dari bilik operation la. Omggggg sumpah aku takleh tgk die dow. Sakit sangat aku tengok die ammm!

Ain't he sweet? :) Wish I have one like that

Tu je lah nak citer. Merepek je banyak ni. Later!

Random Photo:

One evening jogging around GMI. Me love the grass :)

~~~yaw!

=,=

Jerawat bertambah disebabkan stress

Stress bertambah disebabkan jerawat bertambah

Jerawat bertambah-tambah disebabkan stress bertambah

Stress bertambah-tambah disedabkan jerawat bertambah-tambah

Stress bertambah berlipat kali ganda disebabkan jerawat bertambah-tambah

and the chain goes on and on and on.

The only way to cut the chain is to never have stress

To never have stress you must think how to never have stress

To think how to never have stress when you already have stress will only make you more stressful

The conclusion is you will always get stressed and the side effect, acnes.

Siapa yang stress tapi still xde jerawat, tahniah, saya cemburu kan anda.

Peace!

Random Photo:

Me want my clean face back! (May '10)

~~~yaw!

i was enchanted to meet you

New favorite song when I'm on emo mode.

Taylor Swift

Enchanted

Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles

Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity

Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"

Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me

The playful conversation starts

Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you

All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up

2am, who do you love?

I wonder till I'm wide awake

Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say, hey

It was enchanted to meet you

All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page

Not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again

These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

~~~yaw!

.

Satu minggu dah berlalu. Well what can I say.. I hate it! Sumpah!

Aku rase sgt lemah minggu ni, rase macam nk give up pun ade jugak. Mungkin sebab persekitaran di kelas baru ni. Mungkin sebab pergaulan yang terbatas kerana x brape knal manusia2 itu. Mungkin sebab hormon yang tiba2 menyerang secara mengejut dan mengganas bagaikan berperang di dalam badanku. Mungkin sebab angin yang sayup2 membawa kabar berita ckgu Germanku yg super duper the coolest akan ditukar kan dgn si Perang (pendek-garang) itu. Mungkin sebab ada lebai dalam kelas tu. Mungkin sebab campuran sebab2 itu semua. Hmm...

Aku tak tipu weh. Tiap hari aku rase sedih. Tiap hari jugak aku menangis mcm orang gila dekat bilik. Aku rase macam setiap hari ade je something had been taken away from me. And I really2 feel the lost. Aku tak breakfast, lunch or dinner pon. Ape maksud tu?? Maksud nya aku tak makan langsung minggu ni. Okey tapi takde la sampai betul2 tak makan tu. Dalam minggu ni aku makan 2 roti coklat gardenia, 1 packet sup campbell instant, ade satu hari tu aku lunch tapi haram tak habes walaupun tu lauk ayam feveret aku, and ade 1 malam tu lepas main badminton gi mkn nasi pataya. Tu je. Boleh kire bpe hinggit aku lnje mgu ni. Minum air pon x byk. Pagi2 minum milo je.

Tatau la nape aku mcm ni. Bukan tak nak mkn, tak selera je and kalo mkn roti tu pon aku dah rse kenyang. Tadi aku igt nk lunch before blk rumah tp tgk lauk kat Wak Dol cm xbest je so aku bli Tea Ice je, itu pun dah cukup bwt aku knyang gila mcm ngantok and tak larat nak jalan. Walaupun aku tak makan ni tapi ade je plak energy gi klas tiap hari tanpa tido. Tu yang aku pelik pulak.

Nak tukar kelas boleh tak Miss Maz? Hehe. Nak suruh ayah call miss lah suh tukar klas. I wanna be on your team can ah?

Haa lagi satu, kawan2 yang sama meja masa buat Chem Lab pun dah takde. Semua lak tu! Eko, Qila and Pidin semua dah kat kelas lain. Masa mula2 aku masuk kelas tu sumpah sebak gila rase mcm nk meraung pun ade sbb dorang dah tade. Tinggal la aku sorang2 kat situ and orang lain lah yang replace tempat dorang. Sodihhhh!! Tatau mcm mane nak explain dah.

Sampai bila aku jadi cmni aku pon tak tau la. Harap2 jangan la lame2 Fara. Exam dah nak dekat. Kalo asyek mcm ni je mmg xkan dtg la mood study tu :((( Kalau lah ade orang paham.

2011 dah main ganas dengan aku -_____-" demmm

Random Photo:

Happy 19th Birthday to Nurul Ain Zufaiqah and Ili Nashrin!!!

Sorry I wasn't there to celebrate your birthdays, almaklum lah tahun ni semua dah busy and tercampak jauh dah kan. Bday aku nanti pon celebrate sorang2 je. Sumpah rindu nak hang out sesame!

~~~yaw!

hello sem 2

Alright yesterday I was back to gmi with my dad sending me there together with the Meet The Parents Day. All I can say is my result was okay fullstop! Mengimbas kembali bagaimana aku belajar masa nak exam hari tu, memang patut lah aku dapat gred sebegitu ye tak. Mane tak nye, setiap hari aku asyik sakit jantung pk pasal benda tu and physics memang slalu buat aku tension so aku banyak menghabiskan masa aku makan dan tido. Sebab apa? Sebab tension dgn physics la! Tgk betapa kuat nye impak physics tu kat aku -.-"

See? Aku tak belajar sgt pon sebenarnya. Bila dah bosan blaja aku mule la bukak webcam and ape lagi, syok sendiri lah hahaha!

Gambar pertama tu masa tgh hyper cket. Sumpah bosan tgk buku so aku buat lah aksi2 pelik depan lappy ni ;p

Gambar kedua menunjukkan aku selalu main mesej malam2 dengan kawan untuk segar kan mata aku. Kalo tak memang aku slalu terlelap ;p

Gambar ketiga menunjukkan betapa stress nya aku smpai malas nak kemas semua benda termasuklah kekemasan diri sendiri haha. Tgk rmbut aku pun da tau kan. Langsir tu saje nak tutup background katil bersepah heheh ;p

Wokeyh enuf about the past! So bila semalam aku gi amek result dgn ayah memang aku tak terkejut lah nape aku dpt markah sebegitu buruk hodoh ugly fugly hasslich rupa haha. Ayah pun redha jelah sebab memang before exam tu aku dah sound die awal2 aku tak setady lagi time nk exam tu xD

Below are some photos taken during Meet The Parents Day:)

Ini makanan aku kat bilik mase bru sampai. Sumpah aku tatau nak susun macam mne!

Tadaaa! Koleksi makanan aku yang sudah tersusun rapi :)

Today, Selasa, ada briefing cket pagi tadi dgn Miss Maz. The main point is about yesterday's result and the thought of shuffling the class -.-" Seriously aku tak paham asal die nak shuffle2 klas ni. Kata nya itu satu strategy nak kasi 100% dapat straight A's for AS exam nt. Entah la labu, den pon tak tau apo nak cakap laie. Die rase kalo budak2 remain at the same klas xleh dpt A jugak ke? Haih. Maka tadi berlaku lah sedikit perdebatan antara Miss Maz dgn plajar GAPP. Dia tanya knape tak puas hati dgn rombakan klas ni tapi bila ktorang jawab die melenting pulok. Aiyooo kardavaleyyy malas lah nk msuk campur. What ever happens happens lah.

So aku remain dekat Group 2 but sadly most of my friends kene pindah group lain :( Harini, terpisahlah aku dengan kembar namaku iaitu Fatin Aqilah the genius, the Keli Killer tu. Perghh lepas ni kalo x siap keje mane lagi aku nak copy. Kira almost separuh kot dak klas aku kne transfer klas lain -.-" And turns out Group 3 takde budak pmpuan langsung sebab 5 girls in Group 2 and 5 girls in Group 1. Bapak sodih kene pisah2 ni coz aku dah rse selesa dah ngan dak2 dlm klas aku dulu tu. Skang dah ilek poitt

Fara! This time you have to set up new learning strategies! Jangan asyik nak minum kopi kawan je, buat kopi sendiri la dey! Jangan tido byk sgt. Pay attention in class. Always remember your rival. Kalo orang lain bleh manfaatkan waktu petang die buat perkara berfaedah kau pun mesti bleh jugak! Yerr I think I need to balance my time, time blaja blajaa, time lepak lepakk la kan. Ingatlah zaman kegemilangan masa kat Puteri dulu wakakaka xD

May I be successful through out this year and be a better stronger person. Amin.

~~~yaw!

73 ♥

Since tomorrow I'm going back to gmi, I would like to do a quick update on this blog. Well it's not really an update update, it is just a random post on what people said about me during the new year's eve. I don't know from where it started but this Inbox-me-your-number-and-I-will-put-it-as-my-status thing has been a trend among facebook-ers (or at least some of my friends on fb) during the new year's eve so I think why not give it a try. So I asked for my number at these seven people who's name shall not be mention here. Hehe :)

#0730 : kenal kamu pun sebab group SSS juga :) sama tuition. ingatkan your life is perfect takde masalah. bila selalu stalk blog u baru tahu, kita sama je. ada je masalah :D sangat kagum dengan anda sebab managed menjadi the only malay girl yang dapat straight A's in ur school kan? apa yang tak boleh lupa bila anda cerita tentang pengalaman interview anda untuk dapat scholarship :D be happy ok?

73 : Hehehehe. Lebih kurg my senior lah, sebaya dgn senior lain. Eh mmg lah kan -.- Akk yg saya rasa coolnya kan, akk amik German kan? COOLIOOOOOO :D entah kenapa tah hahaha. Akak cantik, hotstuff pulak tu, pastu saya selalu baca blog diaa. Stalker terhebat X) haha goodluck in 2011!

‎0730, awak sgt lawa! ko taw.. setiap kali ak nak shopping bju je mesti ak akan ckp kt diorang (member2 kte) camni.. "klu dia pakai mesti lawa!" dan ko sgt kurus! teringin plak ak nk jd camtu..

‎73:

knpe 73? umor die 73 kot..wakaka..oke..member sejak pom 2..name manje die intan payung..die ni seorg yg tiada emosi..muke blur sepanjang waktu..

TETAPI..she's an easy going friend..a friend that u can share ur laughter..a friend where u can gossiping with..

insyaALLAH ..klo ade rezeki, blh fly gi german

:)

‎73-kawan skolah rendah kowt nie.dulu cm x knl lah..sebab time tu kan bdk2 lagi.pas2 jumpe balik kat fb..bagoslah fb nieh.thanx a lot eh.bdk nie pndi aw.dpt g oversea lg uh.ak doakan ko dpt lah g jerman n dont forget me okeh.eh sblom ko g sne,jom lah hang out dlu,asyik chat dalm fb je,tp jmpe pon kdg2..masing2 bz lah katekan. :D

‎73- haa, ni serious aku tak prasan time interview sebab budak2 laki dan perempuan time interview sme macam haram muka baik. haha, ikut time paramore dan pernah gi gig tokio hotel dan fellow seremban-ers quite possible the coolest girl(?) maybe kat college. haha, btw time orientasi kau pakai tudung muka kau cam zombie weh. haha good luck for the coming year! :D

‎73-da kenal die ni da lme da!dr skola renda lg!dlu ske g umah die n mkn2 lg2 coklat chip die!tp dlu x rapat sgt!tp plng ingt time msk hotdog kt umah die.=_=klo nk cte pasal die mmg pnjng,xmuat kt cni!:(.pastu sme skola kt pu3 n jd rapat!♥.die dlu rock!tp skunk die da ayu!:D.spe sngke yg die da jd cmni!n she can be really gud listener!:).n die take care dlm diam!*errrrr.ntuh,yg pntng terharu ngn die lg2 aritu!:)

Thanks you guys for answering the ultimate, the legendary, the most favorite number of mine hee :) ♥

Now I better start packing my stuff back to college! Later!

~~~yaw!

you gotta love the weekends

Listening to: Enchanted by Taylor Swift

Mood: Good :)

Two days left before semester 2 starts so you better spend this precious time with quality Fara. I thought of going back to college on Sunday but when I'd think twice, I'm like whut tha hella Sunday?!! On Monday there is a Meet The Parents day at college, sort of like the event in high school where your parents will come get your report card and the teachers will report back all sorts of stuff you did when you were in class. Damn can't believe high school stuff still exist in my life.

My point is, I'm not going back to gmi on Sunday because the Meet The Parents will be on Monday so better just come back with my dad instead of taking the damn effin slow train to college which will also cost me RM 4.20 from Seremban station to UKM station.

Auf wiedersehen!

Random Photo:

This photo of my sister was taken last year on March after I sprayed red washable hair dye on her hair xD

~~~yaw!

i'm just filling my time :)

Sudah ku bilang mahu ke kl dari harituuuu lagi kan sebab bosan, so harini rabu, tercapai jugak lah hajat aku nk gi sne jenjalan cuci mata xD

Mula2 igt kan nak redah sorang je sbb dah takde sape nk teman tp akhirnya ade jugak lah org yg sudi teman kan aku ni. Boleh ler jalan2 borak2 tunjuk jalan ke hape ke. Kalo tak menonong jelah aku jln sorang hahaha

Aku klua agak pagi laa, 9.30 tuh sebab kawan tu tade sape nk anto die gi ktm nt kalo da lewat2 cket. Awal kan awal kan?? Selalu nya waktu tu aku tengah masyuk di buai mimpi lagi hee. Kami bertemu di tengah2, iaitu di tengah2 kl atau nama moden nya kl sentral hahaaa. Actually before tu ktorang x decide pon lagi nk gi mane. Dah jmpe bru bncang gi mane, last2 pilih gi klcc jolah.

Uh walaupun dah start masuk skolah tapi keadaan skeliling situ still rmai lagi, tah mano datang manusia2 tu sume ntah. Nak cakap semua budak2 lepasan spm tak jugak, tua2 je muka semua hahahaha. Osah dorang takdo kojo ;p Ok2 bila dah smpai klcc tatau nak gi mane lagi. Aku nak masuk kdai pon gerun, takot nak tengok harga2 kat situ (padahal mcm x bese lak). Tapi tu laa skang xde sale dah so mcm nak shopping pon x best la, stakat window shopping mampu la den. Igt nak tgk wayang tp die mcm xminat je so xpelah jalan2 je cukup :)

Ktorang just pusing2 klcc tu je and singgah kinokuniya kejap, aku nak mencari buku cerita yg boleh mengisi jiwaku yg kosong ini haha. Byk jugak choice buku situ. Of coz lah kan, tgk la gedabak mane kdai tu haha. Tapi dlm byk2 choice tu tak byk jugak yang aku minat sbb kebanyakan kat situ crite tah hape2 cket. Aku lg ske citer yg mcm high school stuff cket, ade cute boys, summer, gossip2 cmtuh hahahaha! Then I saw a book called 'Does My Head Look Big In This?'. Actually dah lama aku aim nak beli buku tu, ada la dlm 2 3 tahun lepas kot tapi xde rezeki nk beli. Kat Sban aku carik tak jumpe so alang2 dah nmpk ni aku beli jelah buku ni sebijik :)

After that we have no where to go but kawan aku ni ade idea gi Pavilion so aku folo saje lah jalan kaki gi sane. Uii aii paneh jugak dah skang tp sepanas dlu2 la haha. Kat sane lagi la aku tatau nak buat ape. Tercengang jelah tgk barang situ. Ktorang round2 cket kat situ pastu klua balik gi TS plak lalu dpn Farenheit and Sungei Wang. Kat situ sosat barat cket tak jumpe jalan klua. Agak dah longgar la lutut aku ni berjalan bru lah jmpe jalan klua -.-"

Kat ts pon xde pape sgt, aku tak brape minat sgt kdai2 kat sne. Mmg lah murah but die jenis mcm baju2 org cino pkai, tak minat lah den hai. Kat sane gi makan kat Chicken Rice Shop jap, jalan2 lagi sampai naik kebas kaki aku, pastu balikkk. Skejap je pon gi sane, stakat kasik kaki aku exercise cket hahaa. Beli barang pun buku tu je. Bila dah smpai kl sentral maka ktorang pon berpisah lah balik ke rumah masing2 :) Overall okey la jalan ni, fun. Kalo tak kua ni mesti aku duk umah je kan, lagi wasted masa aku yg precious ni ;p

Random photo:

My breakfast yesterday xD tak menjadi sgt pulak telur tuh lol

~~~yaw!

harapan tinggal harapan

Semalam, bersamaan hari Isnin, bersamaan 3 haribulan Januari dua ribu sebelas, bersamaan hari pertama persekolahan tahun ini, hhhhhhhhh*tarik nafas skejap*..aku telah menjalankan tanggungjawab pertamaku dgn adikku yang tersayang ni, iaitu hantar dia pegi sekolah. Wahaaa! Pagi2 buto lagi dah kene bangun kejut kan Nurul (my sister) suruh dia mandi siap2 semua. Sambil tunggu die bersiap tu aku sambung tido balik ekekeke ;p Masa kat skolah dia jam gila situ. Yelah budak tahun 1 baru nak skolah kan, mak bapak sibuk menghantar anak2 comel mereka sekolah, bawak kan beg skolah anak mereka. Alahai comel nya. Kenapa lah tahun 1 je bleh rasa mcm tu ek. Knape bila dah form 1 form 5 takde pun mak bapak tolong bawak kan beg skolah anak2 eh ha? La la la la la~

Aku sambung tido lagi sampaaaaaaai lah pukul 1.30 ptg. Bangun2 trus jemput adik aku gi skolah balik. Huh. Jadi drebar la nmpk nya sementara tengah cuti ni. Lepas mandi semua aku plan nak gi bank tebus cheque kilang ayah kasi, gi post office anta surat chenta kat CLEO, gi jusco collect jam yg dah 2 kali mematikan diri bila aku guna, bli buku novel like I used to buy, beli headphone baru, beli selipar baru and go gunting rambut BUT ibu menyebok nak ikot wuuuu -.-"

ooopps jwpn terdedah lak hahahaha nvm i dun care

I thought of going Bank Bsn dekat Senawang tu je but since ibu dah follow, dia kata pergi Bsn kat Ampangan tu. Since aku ni ank yang baik, aku ikot jelah ape yg die suruh. Tup tup bank kat Ampangan tu tutup kne renovate. Then dia ada idea bernas lagi suruh pegi bank dkt town tu -.-" bernas sgt. Aku manalah hafal sgt jalan kat town tu, berselirat bebeno. Last2 aku salah masuk jalan, termasuk jalan yg sumpah katak meraung mati jam weh, tak pasal2 aku dapat dgr die bebel free2 -.-" kalau lah ibu tak ikut....

Nak cari parking 1 punya hal, and bila dah kat bank tu, fuuulamak mane la datang manusia2 ni. Current number was 1413 and I got number 1519. Tekan calculator cket brape byk aku kne tunggu. More than 100 bhaiii! Adoi tunggu tu pon dah almost sejam. Kalau lah ibu tak ikot....

Memandanggakan aku baru tebus cek, lalu ibu pun berkata "Malam ni boleh lah belanja ayah, wan semua makan :) ". Aku hanya mampu mengangguk sahaja. Aku tak kesah lah belanja2 tu, family kot, tapi ape yang aku keluhkan was that all my plans for today telah terbantut :( tapi surat chenta ku kepada CLEO telah pun ibu post kan masa aku tgh tunggu nombor kat bank a hee :)

After that singgah lah ke Jusco pulak utk collect jam. Then kene teman ibu bli barang kat Watson, try2 baju kat Nicole, try2 baju lagi kat dlm Jusco tu. Last2, semua yang dia try tu dia tak beli. Yeah that's my mum :) Bila aku nak pegi section aku je, ibu bising suruh balik dah. Wuuuuu den dah kato dah, sumo pelan den kene tangguh hari lain punyaaa. *sigh.. Kalau lah ibu tak ikot....

Kalau lah ibu tak ikot 1st: aku leh gi bsn kat senawang and tapayah kene bebel kat sape2 sebab masuk jalan jam tu

Kalau lah ibu tak ikot 2nd: tapayah aku tunggu lama kat bsn town tu and by that time mesti hal bank aku dah selesai kalo kat bank snawang

Kalau lah ibu tak ikot 3rd: aku boleh rayau2 sendiri beli barang aku kat jusco tu, settle segala plan hahahaha

Maka plan aku nak bli novel, beli slipar, bli headphone and gunting rambut terpaksa lah carik hari lain buat -.-"

Hehe itu je yang aku nak bebel kan sbnr nya. Nothing much xD

Random Photo:

Belanja Nurul eskem McD utk naikkan kan smgt dia 1st day gi skola the esok tu ;D

~~~yaw!

to lembu

I know it's a bit too late but still wanna wish..

GOOD LUCK to ILI NASHRIN for your sem 2 final xm!!!

heee I know you don't like that place but just be patient, a few days left only then boleh balik Seremban weeehuuuu!

GOOD LUCK !!!

~~~yaw!

doobidoodoobidoo

I gave you a second chance even though you never asked.

Now you make me want to think thrice.

If you planning to make me hate you, well that's great, it works!

Whatever tricks you want to do at me works!

Everything works for you.

Now you can get your fuckin' ass off my face.

I gave up baby!

Bubyee :)

~~~yaw!

Resistance

Waaaw I'm kind of bored. Found this on syasya's note on fb. Me wanna give it a try ;p

Instructions:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 25 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Here We Go Again [haha!]

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

Stealing Society [erkkk lol]

3) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

How Do You Sleep [tidak menjawab soalan nmpaknya]

4) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Needles [what does that even mean huhu]

5) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Say It Again :)

6) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

If I Had You [then only i will have a life purpose ;p ]

7) WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Fireworks [weeee]

8) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Wake Me Up When September Ends [aih friends you should wake me up every day la]

9) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

When It Rains

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Mine [awh :) ]

11) WHAT IS 2 + 2?

The Story Of Us [yeah]

12) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR EX BOY?

One Two Step

13) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Hallelujah [wooooo o.0 ]

14) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Only Hope [right. just hoping but never get any]

15) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Shimmy

16) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Just The Way You Are :)

17) WHAT WILL YOU DO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Emergency [!!!]

18) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Empty Spaces [yes empty without me aite haha]

19) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Ignorance [whoaa is it?]

20) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Wisdom, Justice and Love [ouh probably right]

21) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Bleeding Love [yes definitely my secret lol]

22) WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

On The Line

23) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Misery Business [haha!]

24) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

I Will Be [are you trying to say I'm the worst thing? lol]

25) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

Crush [lalalalala]

26) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

The Game Of Love [wow this game is so damn funny -.- ]

27) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Born For This [yea i dont deserve all this]

28) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Bila Cinta [dah jumpa cinta baru kahwin hee ;p ]

29) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

No Boundaries

30) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Dreaming [sigh* dpt berangan sahaja lah ]

31) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Decoy [sigh]

32) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

Fly [it takes toooo much to fly to germany -.- ]

33) WHAT WOULD YOU WANT TO SAY TO THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU?

Where The Lines Overlap

34) WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE?

Resistance

35) DO YOU THINK THAT THIS IS WORTH YOUR TIME?

Mean [ouch]

Malas lah nak tag2 orang. Nak amek je lah

~~~yaw!

Long Live

Less than a week to go before sem 2 starts. Tell me what to do please!

I planned to fill my time a day at KL. I really want to play ice-skating but nobody wants to accompany me. Menyedihkan betul. Okay kalo x gi ice-skating pun I still wanna go kl, at least jalan2, makan, tgk wayang, window shopping or if still ada sale lg, nk shopping sikit. Sumpah lama gila dah x jalan kl tau. Last time bila ek?? Oh yea before msuk gmi lagi kot! Lama gila kan.

Anyone still cuti this week? Let me know kalo boleh teman kan. Kalo tak, I still want to go! Alone pon boleh lah nak melayan perasaan emo ni... Kot2 tgh jalan2 tu jmpe mamat ensem yg baik2 bleh jugak hahahaha

~~~yaw!

19

Since dah new year ni selalu nya orang mesti tanya ape azam baru kan. My answer for every year mesti "entah lah". I don't have any resolution yeahhh. Tarak azam. Setiap tahun main bedal je ape nak buat. Whatever hapens happens lah kan hahaha!

Taaaapiiiiii, kali ni aku nak list kan bukan azam, tapi aku panggil list ni List Apa Aku Nak & Perlu :)

Behold, the damn sacred list.

1. Jadi lebih rajin (10 to the power of infinity lagi rajin dari dulu kalo boleh haha)

2. Think posotive (jgn cepat gelabah haha)

3. Score straight A's for AS and A2 (or at least 2 B's and a C Fara)

4. Jangan tido dalam kelas (this one is hard)

5. Try wall climbing, bungee jumping, go-kart etc. (extreme cool stuff)

6. New phone or at least iPod (i need to listen to music directly to my ears immediately bila tension)

7. My own internet when at GMI

8. Boyfriend???

9. Able to speak Deutsch without hessitate

10. My own good camera

11. Try to manage my precious time with good things (tried before but didn't work ;p )

12. Balance my sleeping time

13. Play my favorite songs with guitar

14. Kembalikan mood to zaman kegemilangan dahulu kala (zaman form 3 and form 5)

15. Kereta (but it is almost impossible to get -.-)

16. Gain weight

17. Nak gigi yang tak tumbuh2 tu turun cepat!

18. I want my life there to be less stressful than last year

19. Be myself there

There you go, 19 things that I want and I need for a 19 years old me. What about you? Eh waitttt, I'm turning 19??!!! OMG tanak tuaaaaaaa :(

May this year be one of the best year of my life. Please be good to me dear 2011 xD Come on give me some adventures!

~~~yaw!

Whuddup 2011

Bila sudah smpai ajal 2010 maka lahirlah penggantinya, 2011

:)

Kali ni aku sambut new year kat Port Dickson @ PD bersama rakan-rakan, Irena, Epy, Ayie, Abe, adik Irena and 2 orang kwn dia. Yelah selama 18 tahun ni akusmbut new year aither dekat rumah je or dgn family jadi kali ni nk do something different lah kan, sambut dgn kawan2 pulak.

Dah nak new year malam tu jugak polis nak buat road block aiyo. Mula-mula guwa dah cuah dah igt en tak sempat smpai PD on time sebab nmpk mcm jam gila babi tergolek, tapi2 lepas je road block tu pecut habes lah maka sempat lah sampai just a few minutes before tamat nya tahun 2010 :)

Best lah jugak sambut kat sana tapi lagi best kalo ada Ili, Ain, Hajar and Zaty! Mana koranggg pegi!!!

Okay lah takde mood actually nk tulis pepanjang menjela. More photos on my facebook :)

~~~yaw!