Monday, March 29, 2010

two Philippians chicas

folks!

i was browsing through all my subscriptions on youtube just now and on one channel that i've subscribed, lead me to this very channel -krissysings

i'm promoting her channel now cause i think they are AH-MAY-ZING! HAHA. seriously, go check them out!



this Paparazzi cover by them is awesome!
and another one..



i like her sister, Ericka, cun ohh. macam ada rupa Geraldine pulak LOL
oh i wish i can make a cover like them BAHAHA brangan sungguh ;DD




~~~yaw!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

survey

Surveyyy bila bosannnn!!!!



my name is:
Fatin Nur Shafara


this morning i was:
happy sleeping :)


im afraid of:
cant think of any rite now. HAHA


i dream about:
anything i wanted


have you ever...

pictured your crush naked?:
apa punya soklan. penah kot HAHAHAHAHAHA


been in love:
entah la


cried when someone died:
cant recall


lied:
duhh


flowers or candy:
candy


scruff or clean shaven:
shaven huhu


tall or short:
tall lol


with the opposite sex...

what do you notice first?:
eyes


last person you slow danced with:
none. x pernah pun hahaa


worst question to ask:
tak tido lg ke? haha view previous post


who...

makes you laugh the most?:
friends


makes you smile:
friends


gives you a funny feeling when you see them:
friends


is easier talk to: boys or girls?:
girls lg senang ah tp tgk jns org lol


do you ever...

sit on the internet waiting for someone special to IM you?:
nahh


save AIM conversations?:
aim? tak penah


wish you were a member of the opposite sex?:
yeah hohoho


cry because of something someone has said:
yea pernah


pray?:
yeapp. i'm not atheist


have you ever...

fallen for your best friend?:
nooo


rejected someone:
yess pernah


cheated on someone:
pernah kot. kot laa ta igt ;p


been cheated on:
pernah kott


done something you regretted:
oh yeahh


wanted to die:
byk laki fikir cmtuh bila tgh emo


who was the last person...

you talked to on the phone:
mama lol


hugged:
irena kot


you instant messaged:
ili


you laughed with:
epy


do you...

color your hair:
tidakk. kekal hitam kekal menawan HAHA


ever get off the computer:
yer


habla espanol:
no'oh


sprechen sie deutsches:
nahh


fight with your parents:
byk kali je. not a happy-go-lucky fmly yaw


have friends you've lost touch with:
yeapp


feel happy?:
rite now? noo


wish you could fly away.. far, far away?:
yess i wish i could


believe in God?:
of course


could you live without the computer?:
boleh hdup tp mesti la bosannn. ade comp pun busan gak pe


what's your favorite candy?:
mentos ;p


whats your favorite fruit?:
durian ;D


sunrise or sunset?:
sunset. sunrise panas lah


what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?
emotional pain


trust others way too easily?:
sometimes


are your fingers cold?:
nahh


coke or pepsi:
pepsi


final questions...

I want: everything that i want!
I wish: i'm rich
I love: delicious foods
I miss: my friends yg da msuk college
I fear: death
I hear: always be my baby by david cook rite now
I smell: like my armpit lol
I wonder: what my future will be





~~~yaw!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Earth Hour 2010

it's March 27th todayyy and and anddd it was.. who's birthday is it today?? ouh ade lah sorang minah ni punya beday tptp itu x penting sgt kot coz i dont celebrate her birthday HAHAHA! i'm celebrating Earth Hour with my ladies :)

Hajar fetched me with her new Kancil Kuda around 8.20 pm. that was the first time i got into that car. hajar ko bwk mmg pergghh la. kalo Ain ade mesti die menjerit2 HAHAHA siot jaa! try2 pasang radio tp mcm x reti jeh. last2 dpt gak on radio tu tptptp just dgr.. "Fly Fm in support of Earth Hour.........................". sunyi sepi je lepas tu hohoho. tak sempat dgr pape ;D

irena dah siap prepare kat luar umah die tikar candle sume. mlm ni ktorang berpicnic laa tgk bintang bulan sume. haha yoyo oo jer. msuk rumah jap amek air. nmpk badrul! wahahahaha comellllllllllllllll jeeee dak tuuu. Irena aku nk pinjam bg kawan ngn Kembang aku leh? hoho

Badrul yg asyik tergelincir kat lantai LOL

sambung borak2 dlm gelap gelita tu. tak lame pastu Ili pon smpai dgn JuJuR siap park dlm umah lg huhu. smbung bercerita2222 yg x sudah2. sronok jugak duk lepak mcm ni. kalo leh bwt mcm ni tiap2 hr kan best ;D






oh yea kpd Nurul Ain Zufaiqah, ampun maap dipinta sbb ktorang plan ni pun pening2. last minite nye plan and kau pun tgh bli brg2 kan. maap la information di mana kami berada x smpai kat ko td. ampun ampun~~~ tp ktorang tetap igt kau tau :D ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

dah berjam2 bercakap33 ktrorang gerak gi ijan. aku sorang mkn bege. yg lain melopong hahahaha. dorang dah kenyang :) blk tu gi skodeng2 lg kat umah irena dlm kul 11.30 kot bru lah blk umah. fuhh. picnic mlm2 best weh. angin sedap je sejuk. xde la jumpe matahari yg x hbes2 nk panggang kulitku ni hohoho

LOVE YOUR PLANET BECAUSE THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE YOU CAN LIVE!




~~~yaw!

Monday, March 22, 2010

sudden explotion

wengg~

ini lah al-kisah seorang budak yg baruku approve tadi. dia ni bru jeh kne kutuk ngan ktorang (fara irena hajar) ptg td disebab kn prangai pelik dia ni. die dlm process nk usha irena tu tp malang nya irena ni tgh marah kat jantan yg tade balls tuu. wakakaka so die tanak lah layan si mamat ni

so td die g add org so i just approve lah sbb tau die ni kwn irena. then x lama tu trus die pegi tag org kat gamba die. i'm like whutt?? kenal org pun x pastu nk tag2 lak. dua gambo lak tu. hadoi den bwt bodo jo la pastu die ngan kwn die punya lah komen gambo tu. sebokkkk kua notifications die -___________-"

aound 4 am, die gi try chat ngan org kat fb tu. ni conversatin nyeh




heyy

4:05amFatin

hi

4:05am

wat apew uHh??

4:07amFatin

tgk utube

4:07am

ouhh..

ta tido lg??

4:08amFatin

dah tu yg tgh menaip ni amende nyeh

4:09am

sje aje tnye..

suda mkn??

4:10amFatin

da

4:11am

ouh..





nama die tu biar kasik cencored. ksian lak die nt huhu. ni yg nk habaq ni. dah tau org online tu bleh lak tanye "tak tido lg?". bodoooo punya soklan. bikin gue angin ajeh. rase annoying la plak erghh

sorry la mat oi den mengutuk mu disini ni haa ;p den mmg cmni. angin x tentu psl muahahahaha




~~~yaw!


Saturday, March 20, 2010

10 years later

they had a fight last night.
thank God I wasn't home yet when it happens.
thank God I was watching Remember Me with my friends at that time.
thank God I was home late that night.

she said he smashed his mug on the wall and screaming like hell. if i was there at that moment, i dont know what to do. i watched them fight way so many times and i cant afford to see it happens again..

Mood: sombre




~~~yaw!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

mara edu fair '10

Saturday - 13/03/10

last saturday, me ili ain and aimi went to the Mara Education Fair at PWTC. what I want to tell u now is, it was a sardine packed day! HAHAHA! we got in the train from the Seremban KTM station that morning and by that time, the seats were already full. I dont know where those people came from! This was the first time I didn't get a seat in the train from Seremban. Standing there was tiring so we pulled out our poker face and sat on the train floor. We dont care what people said biatch hohohoho


gambar sesak (i)

We exchanged the train at BTS and headed towards the PWTC. danggg that train was full too. The street between The Mall and PWTC was so crowded with people and not to mention, inside PWTC was also crowded. I could only walk inch by inch at that time lol. Lots of booth were open there but mostly they're private Uni.

gambar sesak (ii)


gambar sesak (iii)


gambar sesak (iv)

At the hallway, there was a contact lens booth. They sell funky contact lens, really really funky. Too bad, the lens dont have power and I'm out of cash.Aimi and Ain each bought the brown coloured lens. Niceee ;D

We had lunch at Kenny Roger's bcoz all of us were terribly hungreyhh huhu. Makan beso ye kali ni haha. nseb bek kenyang :D After that we went back to the train station and decided to get a bus so we can sleep :) from masjid Jamek we are L.O.S.T. muahahaha we walk and walk and walk ade asked for direction and finally, we found the bus station at Pasar Seni hohoho. In the bus, all of us were sleeping except for Ain lol. dia jd jaga coz takot accident ;p

That's it for today :) enjoy




~~~yaw!




Monday, March 15, 2010

breaking free

weng wenggg~

11 of march '10 is already over but i would like to share a bit of my experience on that day here. that day was the day i've been waiting for the last 2 years. i know it sounds ambitious and creepy and eeuuuwy, but i struggled alot during that couple of years so yeah, that was the day..

that night i slept at 4 am and i woke up at 9 am. five hours of sleep is not enough for a person like me - who needs 12 hours of sleep almost everyday haha. my dad siad he wanted to come along to my school the day before but that very morning, he said he had to go to work. and i have to send mom to work first at oakland.

waiting for my mom to get herself ready takes alottt of time and that made me nervous even more. i scolded my mom for waking up late man! haha pity her ;p we went to pick up aimi first at her house before sending my mom to her work. after dropping my mom at oakland, i took over the wheel and straight went to SMK Puteri. butterflies are everywhereee in the car! oke thats a lie haha. i cen feel my stomach twisting and twisting and twisting and my hands were shaky hahaa. i was singing like crazy in the car with aimi to release all the stress and tension hohoho ;p

we arrived at school around 11 am and by that time the school hall was already packed with parents and former spm candidates. i hang around with ili and her classmates at the side of the hall. ouhh the waiting is killing me! gahahahaa. i waited for 2 and a half hours there, exposed to the burning temperature of sunny malaysia LOL.

around 12.30++pm only teachers came and announced the names who made it on the straight a's list. everyone was like filling all the empty spaces in the hall followed by silent and listened carefully to the names that had been called by Pn. Innah. 32 got straigt a's and only one of the 32 got straight A+ and she is Janaeni. my heart kind of dropped like "kappushhhh!". i thought either Jasmine or Kiru will got that kind of result. I dont even know who that Janaeni is (sorry dude). the line up was unbelieveable. all i can do was pray that my name will be on the list. and FINALLY, on the 27th spot, my name was called! tears started pouring down my face and my vision was automatically blurry but I can still managed to run towards Pengetua and hugged her lol ;D she gave me the slip and then only i can see my result - 4A+ 3A 2A-

that was totally unexpected. TOTALLY. i never imagine myself got a straight a's before, seriously, bcoz i always think negative hoho. my deskmate's name, geraldine, was announced in a very dramatic way. hahahahha. today was full of surprise :) i was interviewed by the crew of Sidang Redaksi after that. I dont know what they got from me coz i was like crapping around every single question they asked ;pp went to see the teachers for awhile and then went to jj. round2 and had lunch with ili aimi izzati n her boi.

overall, that day was fantastic but it means nothing right now..




~~~yaw!






Wednesday, March 10, 2010

GaGa ulalaa

selasaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

i conquered the car today! yess! after i dropped my mom at oakland, i went to ili's house at sikamat. on my way there, i lost 2 times! haha! first2, termasuk lorong yg lain. bila msuk je lorong tu mcm naik bukit. ok i got it, that is not the right way so kne lah bpatah blk klua. then bila msuk jln yg spatut nya, TERpergi masuk jalan lain lg. spatut nye kne trus je lg but i turned left wayy too early. so bila msuk lorong ni i'm like "eh knapa umah ni mcm lain mcm je. eh tade pon krete ili kat sini! eh dah sesat!!" hohoho then cpt2 call ili ckp tgh sesat ni. cuak gila lah la kan coz tmpt ni beso naa n byk naa rumah. then bila bce signboard, rupa2 nye silap taman. umah ili kat tmn pulai impian tp org bleh plak tersesat kat tmn sri pulai LOL

smpai je umah ili, try contact hajar lak. tnye die ni da bgn blom coz ktorang plan nk g karok. adehh pmpuan ni tgh tido n pokai. so ta sure die leh kua x. but wtv la just pegi umah die. danggg ayh hajar x klua gi kje lg. no wayy la hajar bleh kua umah. ain 5qa lak ade jpj arini so xleh kua. so ktorang ajk la ain maulad kua. die on and die ajk nyna n my old fwen! farah syahira :) mann lama gila dah x jmpe die

ain suh pegi dlu coz die x siap lg so ktorang pon gi la dlu kat greenbox jj tu. ni first time gi sne so sume bnde ktorang tatau. ade mknn skali. pergh. air pon ade skali free. perghh lg skali ;pp so org ngn ili pon melalak la kat dlm bilik tu puas2. nyanyi mcm org gila. siap berdiri ats kusi lg n siap kne tego ngan cina tu lg. hahaha x bleh diri ats kusi sbnr nya ;DD

ktorang smbung nyanyi lg nari ats lantai. lps kan segala tension yg ada tu en. pkul 12 lbeh tu ain dtg ngan nyna ngan farah. ceyh dorang ni memalu kucing lak nk nyanyi en haha. around 2pm, kontrak ktorang pon abes. overall, tmpt karok ni best! pergi pagi2 dpt murah ;D

lps tu gi anta ili blk umah and org trus drive gi klinik gigi. ade la dlm 40 minit menunggu kat situ. doctor tu letak amende tah kat gigi tu. nk kasi rapat lg. omggg gatal nyaaa. sblm2 ni xpenah plak die letak mnde alah tu humph -.-"

then gi jmpt ibu blk kat oakland and after that bia die drive plak. penattt. singgah econsave bli sayo and jmput nurul dr umah kwn ibu kat lavender then bru blk umah. ptg tu jugak, hajar dtg secara emergency nya suh tgk kreta die. jeng3! something happened to her car! HAHA ;D mlm tu dlm kul 11 dah tido kepenatan hohoho

weng wengg~ that's it fer today!





~~~yaw!

Monday, March 8, 2010

danggg i'm 18!

7th of March was my birthday yaw!

07.03.10mcm leh buat equation plak..7+3=10 LOL

so me and my girls, Ili, Hajar, and Ain just hung out at jj. i bought a cake at idunnowhatthenameis in jj and we kind of celebrate it at starbux. ili had to buy a drink there in order to stay there HAHA. just a simple celebration but it was great. low-cost. jimat duit ;p


ktorang kne kongsi air coz nk jimat en lol. 1 cawan 4 org minum mmg x puas. tp air tu mmg laa sedap coz duit ili gahaha. and got a free pwesent from starbux lol. 1 cawan air starbux tu. xtau lah apa nme air tuh coz warna putih.

tu ha die. xtau ape name tp minum jelah :)

after that gi rayau2 jj jap sementara tgu pkul 6 coz jap lg ade date ngan tauke ikan n mknn laut hohoho. igt nk gi try2 baju tp ergh bju sume cm x best jer. sempat amek gambo ngn topi jer haha


then gi kat arcade tu. gi main skii n motor kat situ hoho. hajar ngan ain gi main tembak2 tu :)

ni die ain time die tgh main skii tu ;p

then off to kedai steamboat kat luar blakang jj tu. maka tercapailah impian ili yg nk mkn steamboat yg dr dulu die bising nk mkn tu ;D kenyang gak la mkn kat situ. lame ktorang duk sane - dr pkul 6.30 smpai kul 9 mlm hoho. byr 18 hinggit je. berbaloi la dgn mknn yg ade kat sne n kegiatan yg mencuriga kn yg ktorang buat tu muahaha



thx u guys for today. lav yah!





~~~yaw!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

ryan sheckler pulak ;p

wenggg~~~

arini bgn awal ohh pkul 9.50 kot! kire awl la tuh drpd hr2 yg lain. tp itu pon setelah ibu kejut kan byk kali suh pegi kodai. hesh. tatau la nape die xnk pegi sndr tp elok lah jugak. dpt lah practise2 warm up jap ngan si waja tu. ibu suh gi bli kotak kek kat paroi tu. dgn busuk2 x mandi nye tuh org pegi muahaha. pedulik ape den org bau x ;DD

harini byk mghabeskn mase bsama tv & gitar. haa ni nak citer neh. td kat mtv ade marathon citer Life Of Ryan. oh myyyy baruku prasan si Ryan tu comel! arghhh syndrome zmn dahulu kala dah kembali lg. bila pndang muka Ryan tu mesti tbe2 org tsenyum lebar and terasa brada di awang-awangan. *ewahhh

awuu senyuman die menawan ;D and bila dia botak, perghh nmpak ganas. n i lovee ganas boyh huhu. woot bukan laki yg ganas and muscular mcm wrestler tu. tp si ganas yg berbadan kecik. cmtu bru comel. hidup die mcm cool je. umur 18 dah dpt rumah sndr. and die drive Mercedes! and and dia ni skater and i loveee skaters!

slama ni show ni kne tayang kat tv xpena org nk endah tgk. nmpk je kat info tv tu citer ni, trus alih tgk citer lain. tppp miracle tibe2 hr ni org gi tgk citer die ni and tersuke plak kat die wahahaha. tp tu rse nye season yg lame kot but tape lah. still sukee ;ppppp

semenjak 2 mnjak ni post org syek post psl laki yg yg nun jauh kat sne tu en. weng wenggg syndrome angau sudah kembali ;D





~~~yaw!

Friday, March 5, 2010

kembali berangan ;D

weng wengg~

today, i spent most of my time with sleeping. last night i slept at 2 am and i woke up at 1.30 pm. i wash my face and read My Sister's Keeper. minutes later, i had lunch. then i continued reading until i found myself sleeping again for hours. and i woke up at 8 pm. wheww! i think i was alive not more than two hours that evening hohoho

sleeping is one of my idea to ran away from boredom. but at the same time it makes me sick. when i woke up just now, my back hurts, i think my spine hurts too lol and i can feel blood prssure in my head -.-

today, i realised, i think, i've found the guy who can cure my loneliness. he is too far away from knowing me here but yet, i like him. he is justin bieber. he's younger but he's cute. that's all that matter. dangg i think i'm back to my fantasy world! true..

in the book that i read, there's this one guy involve named Taylor. he was describe as handsome and caring in that book. and you know, everytime he involved in any scence, i magine him as Justin instead of Taylor Lautner who matches the name. LOL. jauh panggang dr api si Justin ni sbnr nye dr ape yg buku tu describe psl Taylor tu. Taylor tu botak coz kne bwt chemo tp Justin takkk. ni lah akibat nya bila brangan terlebih2. yg x same pon bleh jd sama hohoho

tgk laki tu.. jauh btul beza dr justin bieber gahaha.

andd i found this video of Justin ;D comellll ! love the last part ♥










~~~yaw!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

countdown (vi)

6
MORE
FREAKIN'
DAYS
!!!!!!






~~~yaw!


solve this equation ;D

YOU ARE PURE GENIUS!

I MEAN VERY PURE GENIUS!

"GENIUS"....



aku dah puji ko
ikhlas
tp ko xnk terima
jd aku rase ko ni..

VERY POOR GENIUS!

sorry. GAHAHHAHA
post ni tade pape
just fer fun la ;p


*not dedicated to anyone. tipu semata2 lol






~~~yaw!

call me when you're sober


Don't cry to me.

If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,

We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.



Bila da lame x dgr lgu ni rse best plak.
Btw, actually nk tulis sumthin', tp tatau nk tls ape. so ni jelah.

she's gorgeous.. and vintage-looking
adore her since i was 11 kott





~~~yaw!