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Have you ever feel unsatisfied with what you got when that is the thing you ever wanted this whole time?
Do you ever have doubt on yourself and your capabilities?
Can you differentiate between what you want to be and what you need to be?
Have you ever wished for something and it took too long to happen and that you already change your mind in that waiting period of time?


Well thats how I feel now. Confused. Unsatisfied. Fear. Frustrated.


On Wednesday 25th January 2012, I got to see a glimpse piece of my future. Alhamdulillah, my wish 4 years ago to go to Germany was granted on that day. As I scanned the thin white piece of paper, my heart was beating so fast that I feel I could not breathe and the thought of my family came running through my mind. As scanned the last subject, I felt relief, joy, overwhelmed. I'm happy for a second because I make my family proud. All the pain I felt and tears I shed from the first day I stepped my foot here until I finished the exam finally paid off.

But my happiness does not last long. When I sat back at the Auditorium waiting for my friends, suddenly I have the thought that spoils my mood for the whole day..until now.What am I going to be? Can I see myself as an engineer in the future? Can all the pictures in my head came true in the end as planned? Suddenly I fear of the German language. Suddenly the thoughts of failing playing over and over in my head.

I need time to refresh my mind but the whole Vorpraktikum and German class really disturbing my peace state of mind. 2 weeks preparation before departing is not enough damn it!




~~~yaw!

Today I realised that,

3rd January 2012

...nobody can be trusted.

...you cannot just rely on one person only.

...you cannot tell somebody everything even though you really trust them.

...you cannot simply make someone your best buddy just because they are close to you.

...even though someone have the same opinion as you, they might have different thoughts about it on their mind and you have to accept whatever opinion they have.

...even though they tell you their secrets, that does not mean you should tell yours.

...even though they promised they never going to tell your secrets to anyone, that does not mean they will totally shut their mouth or tell their close ones.

...anyone can be your friend but not everyone can be real friend.

...no one will know your problems if you never tell it to anyone who is willing to help.

...anybody wants to hear your problems but not everyone cares and wants to help you through it.

...you can tell someone your stories but that does not mean they want to listen to every single detail of it.

...people will never satisfied with what they see and what they got.

...people will tend to spread bad stuff if they see a person with more than what they have.

...when a person trying to hide what he has, people will question him why he did so.

...when a person showing-off what they have, people will say he is bragging.

...some people have everything but still wanted more.

...even though they are your close buddies, that does not mean they understand your past and what you had gone through and also willing to accept it.

...sometimes people do not realise what they said might be hurtful to someone else.

...people should always think before they talk because it can lead to misunderstandings.

...not every friends sticks around when they found new friends.



These are the things that I had observed for the past months on people around me, facts on internet that i found quite true and an observation on myself. Maybe there's more coming heheh.

Random photo: Random facts? 

Probably.

~~~yaw!

Simple Plan!

They Are Back!

With A Brand New Album

Get Your Heart On!

14 JANUARY 2012

SIMPLE PLAN

LIVE

IN

KUALA LUMPUR

AT

KL LIVE

Of course I'm not going to miss out the chance to watch them live! Went there with my best concert buddies, Irena & Gee and also bought SP t-shirts and tag ;D

The concert was thrown in a pretty small hall as KL Live is actually a building, not a stadium. I like it better because that would make the stage closer to the audiences and it looks sort of like a gig and and and the band  can easily be seen lah en senang nak amek gamba ;D

The opening act was a local band which name I never knew but the band members are pretty cute and stylish lah. Could not get a better photo of them as my camera can only take super duper low quality photos. Maybe lightning tak brapa cantik. But fortunately I was able to capture countable photos of SP ♥

Simple Plan came out around 9 pm and surprisingly I cried, like really really cried during the concert. Well not because I'm soooo touched to see them in front of my eyes, it's because a freaking rude selfish tak sedar diri ugly tall security guard stand right in front of me. Because he is too damn tall I had to tilt my head up the whole first 3 to 4 songs. Seriously I was very angry, pissed-off at that guard but I just could not do anything to chop his head down so I keep the anger by myself until I cried hahah! That stupid guard is so rude and unprofessional, when we try to slow-talk to him to just move an inch away from us, he was like "kenape kamu dilahirkan pendek?" dafuq you are talking about huhh. Cakap baik2 macam okey je. Fortunately he went somewhere else and leave the spot forever and ever ever everr hahah! Then only I enjoyed the concert and rockin' out like there's no tomorrow jyeahhh ;D

Guess what?! I puked during the last few minutes before the concert end! I think I was screaming so hard until my 7 meter intestine burst out ;p Epic concert everrrrrrr!!!!! Hahahahah! Feels sorry for the chinese girl standing in front of me. She wore a short skirt so I thought my puke must have splashed at her legs and she felt it because she was looking at me right after I puked ;D Tak senonohhhh nyaaaa hahahahah

After concert face ;D

Crowds after the concert. Jam giloo teruk kat situ so we went to a nearby Subway and grabbed some water to drink and lepak2 dluu hihi.

Hangover 

;p

Random Photo: Neon Trees at

MTV World Stage 2011

Live in Malaysia ;)

~~~yaw!

Which Baby Are You?

JANUARY BABY-Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.


FEBRUARY BABY-Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. 

MARCH BABY-Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. 

APRIL BABY-Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.


MAY BABY-Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.


JUNE BABY-You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! 


JULY BABY-Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. 


AUGUST BABY-Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. 


SEPTEMBER BABY-Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.


OCTOBER BABY-Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. 


NOVEMBER BABY-Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind


DECEMBER BABY-This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Bosan so saje2 jela post natang ni copied from link orang hantar from fb. Pendek je March punya heh. Well you definitely cannot trust this thing 100% aitee tapi macam boleh caye je sume yg March tu wakakak!

Random Photo: Last sunset of 2011

31/12/2011

View taken from Level 5 A1 GMI

~~~yaw!

Utusan dari Istana?

Sent by: Philip Kong

Is It So Wrong to Wish “Merry Christmas”? [Sultanah of Johore] (Shocking News!)

Season of goodwill

MIND MATTER  by RAJA ZARITH IDRIS (Sultanah of Johore)

(The writer is Royal Fellow, School of Language Studies and Linguistics, Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM), and holds a BA (Honours) degree in Chinese Studies, University of Oxford. The writer is also the current Sultanah of Johore)

If Christmas is the celebration of the birth of Isa (Jesus), a prophet respected and revered in Islam, is it so wrong to wish a blessed day for those who celebrate it?


DURING the days before Christmas last year, I wished my friends who were celebrating it “Merry Christmas” in much the same way they would wish me “Selamat Hari Raya” or “Happy Eid”.


I find it rather sad that such a simple greeting – one which I grew up with and which I have never regarded as something that would compromise or de-value my own faith – is now regarded as something so religiously incorrect for us Malaysian Muslims.


When I was at boarding school in England , I had to go to church every Sunday because it was part of the rules. My father advised me to consider it as part of my “education” and he had no doubt that the experience would strengthen rather than weaken my own faith.


I was able to see the similarities and differences between Christianity and Islam. I learned more than the average Malaysian Muslim would about Christianity. I learnt that just as we Muslims categorise ourselves according to the four different schools of thoughts of the four Imams (Imam Malik, Imam Al Shafi, Imam Abu Hanifa and Imam Ahmad Abn Hambal) and are either Sunnis or Shias, so Christians too are divided into different sects or churches.


Going to church did not make me less of a Muslim when I was a young girl, and neither does saying “Merry Christmas” make me less of a Muslim now. My faith has not been shaken just because I wished some friends a time of joy with their families. Neither will I suddenly suffer from amnesia and forget what my religion is.


What I do not wish to forget, however, is that there are good, kind people who are not of the same faith as me.


As Harun Yahya, the Turkish writer (he was selected last year as one of the 500 most influential Muslims in the world by the Royal Isla mic Strategic Studies Centre of Jordan ) noted:


“Islam is a religion of peace, love and tolerance”.


Today, however, some circles have been presenting a false image of Islam, as if there were conflict between Islam and the adherents of the two other monotheistic religions. Yet Islam’s view of Jews and Christians, who are named `the People of the Book’ in the Quran, is very friendly and tolerant.


“This attitude towards the People of the Book developed during the years of the birth of Islam. At that time, Muslims were a minority, struggling to protect their faith and suffering oppression and torture from the pagans of the city of Mecca . Due to this persecution, some Muslims decided to flee Mecca and shelter in a safe country with a just ruler. The Prophet Muhammad told them to take refuge with King Negus, the Christian king of Ethiopia . The Muslims who followed this advice found a very fair administration that embraced them with love and respect when they went to Ethiopia . King Negus refused the demands of the pagan messengers who asked him to surrender the Muslims to them, and announced that Muslims could live freely in his country.


“Such attitudes of Christian people that are based on the concepts of compassion, mercy, modesty and justice, constitute a fact that God has pointed out in the Quran.”


I do not wish to be a self-centred Muslim who expects friends of other faiths to wish me Selamat Hari Raya or, for those who are not Malaysians and therefore do not know about Hari Raya, a Happy Eid and yet do not return their goodwill when it is Christmas, Chinese New Year, Deepavali or Vesak Day.


Every year, friends who are Christians, Buddhists, Hindus, Sikhs or those without any faith come to our home to celebrate Hari Raya with us. They do so with sincerity and as a mark of respect for one of the most important days in the Muslim calendar. Why should we not reciprocate their kindness, show them the same mark of respect for their religion and wish them the same joy on their holy days of celebration?


An Isla mic scholar and lecturer also reminded me that as Muslims we must remember the importance of both the five Pillars of Islam and in the six Pillars of Iman (Faith), which are:


Belief in Allah;


Belief in the angels;


Belief in the revealed Books (which include the Bible, the Torah and the Holy Quran);


Belief in the Prophets (May Peace be Upon Them);


Belief in the Resurrection and the events of Kiamah, the Day of Judgement; and


Belief in the predestination (Qada’ and Qadar) by Allah in all things.


The prophets include not just Muhammad (May Peace Be Upon Him) as the last prophet and as the Messenger of Islam, but also in the 24 earlier ones who are mentioned in both the Bible and the Quran. Four of them are Ibrahim (Abraham), Musa (Moses), Daud (David), and Isa (Jesus).


So, if Christmas is the celebration of the birth of Isa (Jesus), a prophet respected and revered in Islam, is it so wrong to wish a blessed day for those who celebrate it?


We are now in the second decade of the 21st century. Surely, we should, now more than ever, be far more enlightened at a time when information of any sort and of all kinds are so readily available to us.


What is most important is that we regard one another as fellow citizens and treat each other with respect, regardless of our race or religion.

Source: http://rowlandgomes.com/is-it-so-wrong-to-wish-merry-christmas-sultanah-of-johore-shocking-news/


Okay yaw I saw people posted about this article/letter on a website. I read it and just copied it. Aku tak tau lah tentang kesahihan apa yang ingin Sultanah ni katakan sebab aku ni bukan orang ulama imam alim2 maka itu hanyalah pendapat seorang Melayu yang telah byk mempelajari budaya dan sedikit ilmu mengenai agama lain. In my opinion, the Sultanah is right. Doesn't mean you greet someone's religious festival you are automatically mentally and physically denying your religion. Wallahu a'lam. Enough said. Aku tau aku tak layak nak cakap banyak pasal benda2 cmni.

Peace!

Random Photo: Steambot with family

Nyumeeyhhh

11/Dec/2011

~~~yaw!