breaking free

weng wenggg~

11 of march '10 is already over but i would like to share a bit of my experience on that day here. that day was the day i've been waiting for the last 2 years. i know it sounds ambitious and creepy and eeuuuwy, but i struggled alot during that couple of years so yeah, that was the day..

that night i slept at 4 am and i woke up at 9 am. five hours of sleep is not enough for a person like me - who needs 12 hours of sleep almost everyday haha. my dad siad he wanted to come along to my school the day before but that very morning, he said he had to go to work. and i have to send mom to work first at oakland.

waiting for my mom to get herself ready takes alottt of time and that made me nervous even more. i scolded my mom for waking up late man! haha pity her ;p we went to pick up aimi first at her house before sending my mom to her work. after dropping my mom at oakland, i took over the wheel and straight went to SMK Puteri. butterflies are everywhereee in the car! oke thats a lie haha. i cen feel my stomach twisting and twisting and twisting and my hands were shaky hahaa. i was singing like crazy in the car with aimi to release all the stress and tension hohoho ;p

we arrived at school around 11 am and by that time the school hall was already packed with parents and former spm candidates. i hang around with ili and her classmates at the side of the hall. ouhh the waiting is killing me! gahahahaa. i waited for 2 and a half hours there, exposed to the burning temperature of sunny malaysia LOL.

around 12.30++pm only teachers came and announced the names who made it on the straight a's list. everyone was like filling all the empty spaces in the hall followed by silent and listened carefully to the names that had been called by Pn. Innah. 32 got straigt a's and only one of the 32 got straight A+ and she is Janaeni. my heart kind of dropped like "kappushhhh!". i thought either Jasmine or Kiru will got that kind of result. I dont even know who that Janaeni is (sorry dude). the line up was unbelieveable. all i can do was pray that my name will be on the list. and FINALLY, on the 27th spot, my name was called! tears started pouring down my face and my vision was automatically blurry but I can still managed to run towards Pengetua and hugged her lol ;D she gave me the slip and then only i can see my result - 4A+ 3A 2A-

that was totally unexpected. TOTALLY. i never imagine myself got a straight a's before, seriously, bcoz i always think negative hoho. my deskmate's name, geraldine, was announced in a very dramatic way. hahahahha. today was full of surprise :) i was interviewed by the crew of Sidang Redaksi after that. I dont know what they got from me coz i was like crapping around every single question they asked ;pp went to see the teachers for awhile and then went to jj. round2 and had lunch with ili aimi izzati n her boi.

overall, that day was fantastic but it means nothing right now..

~~~yaw!

GaGa ulalaa

selasaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

i conquered the car today! yess! after i dropped my mom at oakland, i went to ili's house at sikamat. on my way there, i lost 2 times! haha! first2, termasuk lorong yg lain. bila msuk je lorong tu mcm naik bukit. ok i got it, that is not the right way so kne lah bpatah blk klua. then bila msuk jln yg spatut nya, TERpergi masuk jalan lain lg. spatut nye kne trus je lg but i turned left wayy too early. so bila msuk lorong ni i'm like "eh knapa umah ni mcm lain mcm je. eh tade pon krete ili kat sini! eh dah sesat!!" hohoho then cpt2 call ili ckp tgh sesat ni. cuak gila lah la kan coz tmpt ni beso naa n byk naa rumah. then bila bce signboard, rupa2 nye silap taman. umah ili kat tmn pulai impian tp org bleh plak tersesat kat tmn sri pulai LOL

smpai je umah ili, try contact hajar lak. tnye die ni da bgn blom coz ktorang plan nk g karok. adehh pmpuan ni tgh tido n pokai. so ta sure die leh kua x. but wtv la just pegi umah die. danggg ayh hajar x klua gi kje lg. no wayy la hajar bleh kua umah. ain 5qa lak ade jpj arini so xleh kua. so ktorang ajk la ain maulad kua. die on and die ajk nyna n my old fwen! farah syahira :) mann lama gila dah x jmpe die

ain suh pegi dlu coz die x siap lg so ktorang pon gi la dlu kat greenbox jj tu. ni first time gi sne so sume bnde ktorang tatau. ade mknn skali. pergh. air pon ade skali free. perghh lg skali ;pp so org ngn ili pon melalak la kat dlm bilik tu puas2. nyanyi mcm org gila. siap berdiri ats kusi lg n siap kne tego ngan cina tu lg. hahaha x bleh diri ats kusi sbnr nya ;DD

ktorang smbung nyanyi lg nari ats lantai. lps kan segala tension yg ada tu en. pkul 12 lbeh tu ain dtg ngan nyna ngan farah. ceyh dorang ni memalu kucing lak nk nyanyi en haha. around 2pm, kontrak ktorang pon abes. overall, tmpt karok ni best! pergi pagi2 dpt murah ;D

lps tu gi anta ili blk umah and org trus drive gi klinik gigi. ade la dlm 40 minit menunggu kat situ. doctor tu letak amende tah kat gigi tu. nk kasi rapat lg. omggg gatal nyaaa. sblm2 ni xpenah plak die letak mnde alah tu humph -.-"

then gi jmpt ibu blk kat oakland and after that bia die drive plak. penattt. singgah econsave bli sayo and jmput nurul dr umah kwn ibu kat lavender then bru blk umah. ptg tu jugak, hajar dtg secara emergency nya suh tgk kreta die. jeng3! something happened to her car! HAHA ;D mlm tu dlm kul 11 dah tido kepenatan hohoho

weng wengg~ that's it fer today!





~~~yaw!

danggg i'm 18!

7th of March was my birthday yaw!

07.03.10mcm leh buat equation plak..7+3=10 LOL

so me and my girls, Ili, Hajar, and Ain just hung out at jj. i bought a cake at idunnowhatthenameis in jj and we kind of celebrate it at starbux. ili had to buy a drink there in order to stay there HAHA. just a simple celebration but it was great. low-cost. jimat duit ;p


ktorang kne kongsi air coz nk jimat en lol. 1 cawan 4 org minum mmg x puas. tp air tu mmg laa sedap coz duit ili gahaha. and got a free pwesent from starbux lol. 1 cawan air starbux tu. xtau lah apa nme air tuh coz warna putih.

tu ha die. xtau ape name tp minum jelah :)

after that gi rayau2 jj jap sementara tgu pkul 6 coz jap lg ade date ngan tauke ikan n mknn laut hohoho. igt nk gi try2 baju tp ergh bju sume cm x best jer. sempat amek gambo ngn topi jer haha


then gi kat arcade tu. gi main skii n motor kat situ hoho. hajar ngan ain gi main tembak2 tu :)

ni die ain time die tgh main skii tu ;p

then off to kedai steamboat kat luar blakang jj tu. maka tercapailah impian ili yg nk mkn steamboat yg dr dulu die bising nk mkn tu ;D kenyang gak la mkn kat situ. lame ktorang duk sane - dr pkul 6.30 smpai kul 9 mlm hoho. byr 18 hinggit je. berbaloi la dgn mknn yg ade kat sne n kegiatan yg mencuriga kn yg ktorang buat tu muahaha



thx u guys for today. lav yah!





~~~yaw!

ryan sheckler pulak ;p

wenggg~~~

arini bgn awal ohh pkul 9.50 kot! kire awl la tuh drpd hr2 yg lain. tp itu pon setelah ibu kejut kan byk kali suh pegi kodai. hesh. tatau la nape die xnk pegi sndr tp elok lah jugak. dpt lah practise2 warm up jap ngan si waja tu. ibu suh gi bli kotak kek kat paroi tu. dgn busuk2 x mandi nye tuh org pegi muahaha. pedulik ape den org bau x ;DD

harini byk mghabeskn mase bsama tv & gitar. haa ni nak citer neh. td kat mtv ade marathon citer Life Of Ryan. oh myyyy baruku prasan si Ryan tu comel! arghhh syndrome zmn dahulu kala dah kembali lg. bila pndang muka Ryan tu mesti tbe2 org tsenyum lebar and terasa brada di awang-awangan. *ewahhh

awuu senyuman die menawan ;D and bila dia botak, perghh nmpak ganas. n i lovee ganas boyh huhu. woot bukan laki yg ganas and muscular mcm wrestler tu. tp si ganas yg berbadan kecik. cmtu bru comel. hidup die mcm cool je. umur 18 dah dpt rumah sndr. and die drive Mercedes! and and dia ni skater and i loveee skaters!

slama ni show ni kne tayang kat tv xpena org nk endah tgk. nmpk je kat info tv tu citer ni, trus alih tgk citer lain. tppp miracle tibe2 hr ni org gi tgk citer die ni and tersuke plak kat die wahahaha. tp tu rse nye season yg lame kot but tape lah. still sukee ;ppppp

semenjak 2 mnjak ni post org syek post psl laki yg yg nun jauh kat sne tu en. weng wenggg syndrome angau sudah kembali ;D





~~~yaw!

kembali berangan ;D

weng wengg~

today, i spent most of my time with sleeping. last night i slept at 2 am and i woke up at 1.30 pm. i wash my face and read My Sister's Keeper. minutes later, i had lunch. then i continued reading until i found myself sleeping again for hours. and i woke up at 8 pm. wheww! i think i was alive not more than two hours that evening hohoho

sleeping is one of my idea to ran away from boredom. but at the same time it makes me sick. when i woke up just now, my back hurts, i think my spine hurts too lol and i can feel blood prssure in my head -.-

today, i realised, i think, i've found the guy who can cure my loneliness. he is too far away from knowing me here but yet, i like him. he is justin bieber. he's younger but he's cute. that's all that matter. dangg i think i'm back to my fantasy world! true..

in the book that i read, there's this one guy involve named Taylor. he was describe as handsome and caring in that book. and you know, everytime he involved in any scence, i magine him as Justin instead of Taylor Lautner who matches the name. LOL. jauh panggang dr api si Justin ni sbnr nye dr ape yg buku tu describe psl Taylor tu. Taylor tu botak coz kne bwt chemo tp Justin takkk. ni lah akibat nya bila brangan terlebih2. yg x same pon bleh jd sama hohoho

tgk laki tu.. jauh btul beza dr justin bieber gahaha.

andd i found this video of Justin ;D comellll ! love the last part ♥










~~~yaw!