Complexity of a human mind

Do you know who I am?
Oh hell NO YOU DON'T!

Do you understand how I feel right now?
Oh hell NO YOU DON'T!

Do you know what I'm thinking?
Oh hell NO YOU DON'T!

Do you know my past?
Oh hell NO YOU DON'T!

Do you know what I've been through?
Oh hell NO YOU DON'T!

Do you know how pressured I am?
Oh hell NO YOU DON'T!

Do you know ho mentally sick I am?
Oh hell NO YO DON'T!


In fact, you don't know anything about me!


Haha you are so funny!


You may think you know me,
but actually you only know my name.

Yo may think you understand me,
but actually you only understand the situation I'm in, not the feeling I felt.

Yo may think you know what I'm thinking,
but actually you only think what your mind tells you I'm thinking.

You may think you know my past,
but actually you only comparing it with your past.

You may think you know what I've been through,
but actually you never did.

You may think you know how pressurized I am,
but actually you think I'm ridiculous and couldn't handle pressure.

You may think you know how mentally sick I am,
but actually you only think I'm just playing around.


What I'm trying to say is, you can never ever understood one person, unless that person was raised together with you since your childhood time. Well this entry is not just about me, it's for whoever feels this way.

You don't understand me,

and

I don't understand you too.

:)

Enough said.

Random Photo: Rathaus lama di Deggendorf

~~~yaw!

Kafir

Just wondering.. bukan ke kita tidak boleh mengkafirkan seseorang sukati? Tetapi kenapa ___ tak habis2 mengutuk ___ dengan menganggap ___ kafir?

Setahu aku, seseorang itu betul2 kafir jika dia betul2 tidak mempercayai dan menyekutukan Allah SWT, menyembah berhala, syaitan dan yang lain2 dan menganuti agama lain. Jika seseorang itu tidak solat dia tetap Islam tetapi dia tergolong dalam golongan kufur dan fasik.

Betul ke tak?

Kalau betul kenapa ___ kafirkan ___ sesukahati?

Kalau tak betul mintak maap ler, kamu mmg lagi hebat dari aku dlm hal ini.

Aku just bertanya and nak tau jawapan. Aku bukannya mahir dalam bab2 ni and aku bukan main cakap je ok. Sebelum menaip ni aku buat research dulu heheh :)

Sumber:
http://wanmerah.blogspot.de/2011/11/mengkafirkan-seseorang-bukan-sesuatu.html
http://halaqah.net/v10/index.php?topic=7944.0
http://masjidtamanmelati.wordpress.com/2010/01/31/hukum-mengkafirkan-orang-islam/

Random Photo: Jalan nak pergi 

Hochschule Deggendorf

~~~yaw!

Break up

Hoyeahh semalam masa tengah rindu2 Malaysia aku pasang la radio Fly.fm. Lama sungguh tak dengar radio. Lagu2 baru pun aku tak tau apa. Haha So jam menunjuk kan pkul 3 lebih maknanya dekat Malaysia pada ketika itu tengah pakul 9 lebeh pagi lah. So that time tengah sesi Pagi Rock Crew and the DJs, Hafiz and Prem bacakan statistik "The actual reason why women/men break up". Hehe sound interesting so I listen for the chart and siap salin lagi hahah. So here's the chart :)

#1 what most people say and #10 is the least

The actual truth why men got dump by women

#10
I don't feel like I am your priority


#9
We fight a lot


#8
I am not attracted to you anymore


#7
You are always late


#6
You don't make me feel beautiful or at least give me compliments


#5
Men don't earn enough money to support her.


#4
You are short


#3
Boys are high maintenance


#2
We have different dietary


#1
I have somebody else!



The actual truth why women got dump by men

#10
She is too hairy


#9
I don't see a future with you


#8
She was a bad kisser


#7
I have somebody else


#6
Lack of punctuality


#5
Your sex drive is too low


#4
Too much of fighting and drama


#3
I don't feel like I am your priority


#2
Bad hygiene


#1
I'm not ready for the relationship!


Well that is the statistic from the Pagi Rock Crew Flyfm, not mine! Ini tiada kene mengena dengan hidup aku haha just menyampaikan sahaja.

Apa yang boleh di conclusion kan?

Bagi aku based on this statistic, lelaki lagi setia daripada perempuan sebab most perempuan break sebab dia dah ada yang lain. Pasal perempuan punya #2 tu aku xpaham ape kene mengena dengan dietary tu. Perempuan lagi sabar menunggu kalau lambat berbanding lelaki sebab pmpuan nye #7 and laki nye #6 so lagi tgi hahaha. And looks like lelaki lagi tak sabar kalau banyak gaduh ni berbanding perempuan. Bagi aku lelaki ni memilih lah jugak sebab tak nak yang busuk lah, yg byk bulu lah, yg x pandai kiss lah, yang tak memuaskan lah. Hahah! And for perempuan dorang ni more to benda2 kecil macam nak kene puji slalu lah, nak yang banyak duit lah, nak yang tinggi lah. Well that proove perempuan berangan nak laki romantik. Lol

Okey sekian utk post kali ni :)

Random Photo: Makanan orang bujang,

kentang goreng and roti telur je

~~~yaw!

Germany

Hey we meet again :)

it's been 70 days after I first step my feet on this European land, Germany. I still remember the first day, it was tiring and depressing. First of all we have to get on our respective bus, which are going on separate ways. That was the moment when boredom strikes me. Separating from the other girls was not my option but I have to follow what had been planned for me. Urghh kayy don't wanna talk about this separation thing. It make me sick! Hahahahah

First day: My batch and some seniors

6 hours bus journey from Frankfurt to Deggendorf was not cool okay. I keep looking at those signboards just to see if the destination gets anywhere near and the view is not that fascinating for me. I see leafless tress, green field, field, field and more field! Germany are these the only thing you can offer me?! Haha! Where are the magnificent buildings? I don't see any...advanced things around me. But whatever lah I can't wait to arrive at my hostel (Studentenwohnheim). <---see how long the word is?!! Goshhh I hate Germany since the day I got my result! With these freaking long alien language I will hate Germany even more. Booooo youuu!

Switch topic please! So, about my studies here, for your information (for those who still do not know yet), I am doing the German language intensive program which means, I only learn German language everyday, all day long until I sit for the German language exam this 18th July. Do you know how exhausting and straining it is to have German class everyday from 8.00 am until 1.00 pm and then continue with Math/Physics/Informational subject in German during the evening. Makkk oiii nak muntah den blaja bahasa ni! I was so damn lazy when I have German class for 2 hours when I was at GMI, and now?! 6 hours of German class everyday mannn! Gantung diri la rasa dia hahahaha!

We Malaysian in Deggendorf all are in the same class together with a Russian, Tunisian and Iraqis ladies.

Teachers and classmates

Tusian, Russian and Iraqis ladies

The 3 girls are already good in German compared to us, especially the Russian girl. Haha. Well I gotta work harder laaa after this! German language is killing me!

That's it for this entry. See you again :D

Random Photo:My first ayam goreng sambal

yg super duper pedas gile! ;p

~~~yaw!

Safe & Sound

Hello you!

Lama betul kan aku dah tak post. Reason? Malas + Busy + Tak igt nak post + No idea.

And awhhh! Blogger muncul dengan penampilan baru rupa nya. Bukak2 je tadi tengok asal lah pelik sgt stule natang ni huh. Takpe lah nanti biase lah tu kan.

Erm kali ni saje nak post video ni

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhdNG_ebbTg

Baru dengar lagu ni minggu lepas hohoho mcm best lak en so. Haha
That's it. Nak citer panjang lebar pasal Germany not now lah. Masa sgt mencemburui aku hahah jap lg nak gi kls lak.

Random Photo: Nahh milo ais kat german hahaha

~~~yaw!