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hmm.. today was fine. i think i spent most of my time at school  sleeping -__-  grr i'm so sleepy at school and i dont even know why.

i had enough sleep last night but still, i'm sleepy at school. i slept during maths and chemistry class. haha. i dont understand what pn mastura was talking about and i dont give a damn to pay attention to it.3 periods of math - what a torture  =_=

my chemistry teacher is so damn annoying. why cant he just explain everything and just ignore those who dont what to listen. i'm sick looking at his face.. his weird-looking face. grr i cant wait for him to finish his pointless talk. after that, i slept. feels good though my back hurtssss. grrr fara wake upppp. exam is just around the corner!!

the good thing about today is .. ahaaa i did both of my oral. weee i'm so glad i finished it today. i did my english oral in group with jasmine, katherine and ashwini. i think it went out well. but my bm oral was unexpected. my turn supposed to be after exams but the girls who supposed to do it today were absent. so i have to do it today -_- i'm so unprepared. i just went out there and talked whatever shit i want about the topic i chose. hehe  screw me  ;-p

geraldine told me this one joke. BAHAHAHAHAA it was soooo funneyh!

~~~~yaw

we live like this

time flies so fast

but we're moving too slow

we are chasing butterflies

but keep stumble down

lack of breath

___________________________________

the snow on that mountain is thoughtless

they live in paradise 

we live in the sun

they sleep through the night

but we stay awake

doing work full of mistakes

we want our desires

but they keep it away from us

___________________________________

who are we?

we are humans

we just have to work more

while the others just preparing their beds

they feed us nothing but the insignificant ones

they just talk and talk and talk

as if they understand what we've been through

but thats just a lie

they know nothing about us

___________________________________

and we

just stood there waiting

and hoping

and keep living 

not on earth 

but in the sun

until we manage 

to find our wings

and go to that paradise of ours.

i'm mentally ill right now. HAHAHAA! well anyway, this week has been a good and lazy week. i spent most of my time... sleeping! i got to stop doing that. (i've told myself many times but it doesn't work) *sigh* 

and one more thing. i dont want to write that shit here but i just cant help it. that mother fucker of yours needs to shut her fucking hole. HAHAHA get it? 

my room needs a broom

clean.. but not as clean as i expected

hr ni rse sgt rajen utk kemas2 blk. so yea afte bfast, gi vaccum blk. habuk byk giler nk mati. tah bpe byk kali da bersin td hahaha. sedar x sedar, 2 thn da x kemas blk. duhh ape la nk jd fara ni.. malas beno. :P

td pegi la tgk2 kat tingkap tu. fuhhhh byk giler sarang labah2 n semut!!! euwww3! x tahan sgt da so pi la bersih kan bnde alah tu n tros bsh skali la langsir tu. byk semut mati kat lgsr tu. bodo btol tah mne die dtg tah. abuk melayang2 kat dlm blk tu. adehh bru bsh rmbt smalam ni da kne bsh blk. cadar2 pon gi cabut td. hahaha mmg sume nye tanggal. tikar tu pon tanggal.

dah tu.. gi mop pulak. bnjr da blkku. hahaha. mop tika tu skali. rse x sdp ati jer mse tu coz brsh kn blk sndr je. ibu blk kang mesti bebel suwoh bersih kn 1 umah. so, drpd kne bebel baek buat dulu. so abeh 1 umah kne vaccum n mop except dapur n blk kingkong becoz mse tu brg2 sume kua ltk kat blk die.

mmg sgt2 letih ouh. mlm ni sptt nye ade tusyen but ckgu skt perut pulak so cncel. nseb baek.. kalo x mmg melepet la kat meja tuu muahahahaa

itu diaa! antara spider yg smpt ku ambek gmba MUAHAHAHAHA

thats it.. pmbaziran mse utk hr ni. 

yaww~

holahoho

gahhh i miss you so damn much!  <3

last sunday, i met ain and aimi at.. of course, jj la. mne ade lg tmpt mnarik kat sban nii hoho. ouh ain changed.. big time. she wears tudung already! haha at first i wasnt recognise her like that but i know her figure haha so thats how i know thats her. actually, we were supposed to hang out with ged and the gang and also the sss. unfortunately, no one seems interested to go. *sigh*

i came late because i have no transport so i missed ged and weeru. but that evening jugak, kaklong wants to go to jj so dad send us laa~

ain bought contact lenses! ngeeee we had hard time to put it on her. hahahahahaaa! the lense didnt want to get in. sian ain... ish3  :P  oh yea,  i saw ged  just for a while. she was on her way back home. got a good news too hahahahhaha shhhhh!

susa btol nk msok kn bnde alah tu haha

ok, you do the front, i do the back..

Gahhhh i'm so tired of my life!

only a few days left before february come knocking. time really flies darn fast! and i still haven't prepared myself for everything especially the study stuff :(   9 more months.. 9 more struggling months! hahhhh! i have everything planned out but as always.. i never did any of them! fara ko mmg bangang ar. grrrr! 

its chinese new year so i have a week off school. well i hope i dont mess up this holiday too...

regarding the title above,,, HAHA! it came out from the head prefect's mouth. i was on my was to class from physics lab and then kumuta started stopping me jokingly. so we were facing face to face. but then jane came from behind and came close to me and said, 'okay you do the front, i do the back!'. BAHAHAHA you know what i mean?  :P

i remembered last thursday during chemistry class. we were doing this one experiment and i was with jane and ged. then jane says, 'shafara you look so emo la. i think you need a bf,' and i was like..aaaaaaaa? hohoho jane dont worry la. i'm hunting.. i'm hunting.  :PPPP

ok cut the crap out. everyone is studying so cik fara, gi study laa nt nyesal(self motivation) . haha

~yaw