weng weng weng wenggg~
arini duk umah aje. ciss ini sume gara2 ibu yg x kasik pegi mne2 sbb suruh jaga wan kat rumah -.-" xpe2 jage wan bukan slalu :))
tptptp, x sempat nk berbudi dgn wan, wan dah gi klua ngan ibu. ceyyt! td bgn kul 12 so gi la gosok gigi and gi dapur crk mknn. ciss xde mknn nmpk nye jd klua kn jelah milo ais batu yg org buat smlm haha. time tgh kikis2 ais tu tup2 sakit perut. adehh x tahann so gi la baring ats katil blk. wan yg bru klua toilet time tu pon tnye3. oke fine die phm n smbung blk tgk tv time tu
org yg tgh mengerang kesakitan nih pon tertido blk haha. x smpai 15 minit jaga dah tido blk. dlm kul 1.40 tu tjaga blk tgk2 ibu dah blk rumah n nk bwk wan gi hospital. nk gi lawat mkcik yg bru lps operate. eee nk ikottt tptptp dorang mcm nk cpt je n mcm xde mase nk tgu org mandi n bsiap. humph xpe laa. pergi la pegi pegi pegi...
so now, duty free. wan dah klua, nk jaga ape lg. so gi lah tgk tv. tgk biggest loser tu. layan jugak lah citer tu. menarik mcm mne dorang leh turun berat bdn bkilo2. mcm2 tips nk turun kat berat ade. tp asal la tade tops nk naik kn berat bdn. ceytt -.-
just now, bru abes download album My World by Justin Bieber. wee die kiiiiuuutt sgt3. and lagu die pon best la jugak. nk boyfwen mcm dieeee leh x leh x leh x?? hee~
~~~yaw!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
März
Hellooooo March!
March is like my favourite month of all time. knapa?? bcoz my bithday was on March! LOL
Actually takde yg membanggakan pon mse birthday. slama ni, tak pernah pon smbut bithday dgn meriah nya - mcm invite kwn2, buat party, potong kek cm tuh. Never! time kecik2 ade la itu pon long longgg time ago. rase nye, last time potong kek birthday mse darjah 5. buat party kecil-kecilan kat klas. HAHA!
sejak msok skula mnengah, org just wish je bday. no cake, no party. sedeh rse nye. tp biar lah den x kesah sgt pon. tp ade la jugak angan2 nk celebrate wat party utk bday yg ke-18 ni. tp, still xde planning pape pon and tade idea. or maybe just hang out ngan close friends je. jimat duit cket! hee~
so, lately, adelah si budak kecik ni yg sebok nk menakut2 kn org psl result SPM. haha sengal jeh. nseb baik lah bday dtg dulu dr result so boleh lah bgembira cket time bday yg xde pape makne nye sgt tu. haha.
ckp psl bday, haa lg sminggu je lg. tatau la nk mntk ape kat parents coz skang fmly ni mcm tgh mngalami economy crisis. nk mntk mcm2 rse srba salah, x mntak plak hati rse x tenang plak hahaha. tahun2 b4 ni pon dorang bukan ade bg adiah pon so, xde lah nk harap sgt hadiah from them. after all, i'm no one important in this family.
i'm looking for a vacation after SPM result kluar. really hoping a vacation would help me find peace of mind and relax kan diri kalo dah tension sgt psl result. tp harap2 la result org n kawan2 baik. amin.
anyway, this month gonna be a tough one sbb ada naik turun bukit punya adventure that i have to go thru.
~~~yaw!
Sunday, February 28, 2010
bye2 Febby
weng wengg~~
today i woke up at 8.20 am. wow! rase mcm awal je bgn pagi mcm tuh haha. tp org x bgn tanpa tujuan ye. tujuan bgn sbnr nye nk gi bfast ngan girlfriends ;D
so, pagi tu, gi mntak kbenaran ayh nk gune camera beso die tuh coz lps bfast tu ade bnde ktorang nk bwt ;p so dpt camera and around before 9 am, ain datang. then trus ktorang bdua gi mcd snawang tu. tgu lah yg lain2 tu dtg plak. ili dtg same ngan aina and tak lame pastuh irena dtg. ktorang pun line up lah bli bfast
ciss tertipu plak tgk iklan mcd yg bru tu. eden je lah yg tertipu. igt en bfast 4 hinggit, tp tu utk weekdays aje. -.- tp wtv lah mknn sedap mne leh tolak haha. smbil mkn byk lah gossip2 terkini yg klua. walapun x brape knal tp layan je lah gossip tuh gahaha ;D agak lame la ktorang lepak mcd tu so lps tu gi destinasi strusnya - rumah ain :)
kat sane ade plan cket yg dibuat especially den ngan irena ni ha ;DD after plan selesai borak2 jap ngan dorang. bst nye lah kalo hidup santai mcm ni tiap2 hr hoho. itu jelah for today :))
~~~yaw!
today i woke up at 8.20 am. wow! rase mcm awal je bgn pagi mcm tuh haha. tp org x bgn tanpa tujuan ye. tujuan bgn sbnr nye nk gi bfast ngan girlfriends ;D
so, pagi tu, gi mntak kbenaran ayh nk gune camera beso die tuh coz lps bfast tu ade bnde ktorang nk bwt ;p so dpt camera and around before 9 am, ain datang. then trus ktorang bdua gi mcd snawang tu. tgu lah yg lain2 tu dtg plak. ili dtg same ngan aina and tak lame pastuh irena dtg. ktorang pun line up lah bli bfast
ciss tertipu plak tgk iklan mcd yg bru tu. eden je lah yg tertipu. igt en bfast 4 hinggit, tp tu utk weekdays aje. -.- tp wtv lah mknn sedap mne leh tolak haha. smbil mkn byk lah gossip2 terkini yg klua. walapun x brape knal tp layan je lah gossip tuh gahaha ;D agak lame la ktorang lepak mcd tu so lps tu gi destinasi strusnya - rumah ain :)
kat sane ade plan cket yg dibuat especially den ngan irena ni ha ;DD after plan selesai borak2 jap ngan dorang. bst nye lah kalo hidup santai mcm ni tiap2 hr hoho. itu jelah for today :))
~~~yaw!
Saturday, February 27, 2010
cant wash it all away
yaw yawww!
i remembered when i said to myself that i want to stop working with my aunt by the end of Feb. soooo its the end of February alreadyy!! andd i want to stop workin' already!! but, mom, she just dont want me to quit. she want me to work. she wants to be happy. happy using my money. seriously, she just said that today..
tolong la ibu. fara tanak keje lg dah. tanak sara kluarga. i mean, bukan tanak selamanya, tp just for now. kerja ngan mama kat klia just nk hilang rse bosan n nk dpt duit cket utk cuti yg gila bapak pnjang ni. skang rse nye duit yg ade cukup2 jela nk tmpung mse cuti ni. please dont beg me to work again. pleasee!! *as if u can read this..
i'm currently on sensitive mode. seyesly. anything yg bleh skit kn ati cket or bwt hati terguris mmg akan dipendam selama nya. ewahh haha. tp btol. dont play2 with me at this moment. i just dont feel welcome anymore in this house. a week at my aunt's house so i thought people in my house would missed me when i'm gone. but i figured they didn't even care a bit. lg menghalau balik kerja n duduk umah mama lg ade la. dorang tau tak ape prasaan duduk sane?? TAK! sane bosan tho ade tenet n tv. tenet slow. tv bosan. i have nobody to talk to damn it!
my aunt and uncle are just so weird. they dont communicate alot. they didn't talk much in the car, at home, at dinner. do you know how i feel?! i feel like a burden to them! and i dont know what is the fuckin' prob with my uncle. he's a jerk. seriously.. he never smile back when i smile at him. he takes everything i said or do seriously even when i was joking. bullshit i tell ya BULLSHIT!
now that i'm home, mom begs me to work! she said she dont have money and wont be able to give me pocket money. hellooooo??!!! i dont even ask you for that! i have my own little money that i'd saved. sorry i'm not your perfect child. i stabbed u behind ur back. but somehow, u got to change yourself first before u can change others mom. Sorry again i siad horrible things about u.. but my heart just cant hold it any longer. i have nobody to talk to rite now. everybody seems busy and this is what i did when theres nobody to talk to - writing.. on papers and blog
~~~yaw!
i remembered when i said to myself that i want to stop working with my aunt by the end of Feb. soooo its the end of February alreadyy!! andd i want to stop workin' already!! but, mom, she just dont want me to quit. she want me to work. she wants to be happy. happy using my money. seriously, she just said that today..
tolong la ibu. fara tanak keje lg dah. tanak sara kluarga. i mean, bukan tanak selamanya, tp just for now. kerja ngan mama kat klia just nk hilang rse bosan n nk dpt duit cket utk cuti yg gila bapak pnjang ni. skang rse nye duit yg ade cukup2 jela nk tmpung mse cuti ni. please dont beg me to work again. pleasee!! *as if u can read this..
i'm currently on sensitive mode. seyesly. anything yg bleh skit kn ati cket or bwt hati terguris mmg akan dipendam selama nya. ewahh haha. tp btol. dont play2 with me at this moment. i just dont feel welcome anymore in this house. a week at my aunt's house so i thought people in my house would missed me when i'm gone. but i figured they didn't even care a bit. lg menghalau balik kerja n duduk umah mama lg ade la. dorang tau tak ape prasaan duduk sane?? TAK! sane bosan tho ade tenet n tv. tenet slow. tv bosan. i have nobody to talk to damn it!
my aunt and uncle are just so weird. they dont communicate alot. they didn't talk much in the car, at home, at dinner. do you know how i feel?! i feel like a burden to them! and i dont know what is the fuckin' prob with my uncle. he's a jerk. seriously.. he never smile back when i smile at him. he takes everything i said or do seriously even when i was joking. bullshit i tell ya BULLSHIT!
now that i'm home, mom begs me to work! she said she dont have money and wont be able to give me pocket money. hellooooo??!!! i dont even ask you for that! i have my own little money that i'd saved. sorry i'm not your perfect child. i stabbed u behind ur back. but somehow, u got to change yourself first before u can change others mom. Sorry again i siad horrible things about u.. but my heart just cant hold it any longer. i have nobody to talk to rite now. everybody seems busy and this is what i did when theres nobody to talk to - writing.. on papers and blog
~~~yaw!
Saturday, February 20, 2010
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