cny greeting

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS

:)

Nak ang pow pleaseeee!

hihihihihihi

~~~yaw!

i'm thinking and thinking and thinking..

Heyyaa there! There's nothing much to update because I'm actually on a week holiday. xD (takde kaitan pun sbnr nya).

The plan has been made, GAPP (German A-level Preparatory Programme) is trying to pull out an annual dinner this February 19th at a hotel near Bangi. The theme? As expected, it will be Masquerade night. Sooooooooooooooo the big problem is me finding an appropriate dress. You know how people over there are.

Remember Prom Night 2009?

The one and only prom I was going to go to after SPM?

Yes! The theme was Masquerade too right?

Yea and that was the one and only prom I never had a chance to go to because I was really sick!

So I never get the chance to wear the dress that I bought for that prom night :(

So I thought of wearing that dress to the annual dinner but urm... I dunno laaah. People there.. toloong laaah :[ saye tak tau nak pakai apaaaa! grrr!! My second thought is to buy a new dress but let's think about it, I already have a dress which I'd never wear and let say I bought a new one and I eventually got sick again so I didn't make it to that dinner so that will make me have 2 untouched dress here.

Reason aku sakit tu mmg munasabah sbnr nye. Everytime ade event aku slalu je sakit, demam2, pening2, sakit perut. Hampeh btul. So probability aku nk sakit mase annual dinner ni mmg beso lah ye and I don't want to waste my money on something that is not worth it.

Maka? Konklusinya? Saya pun tak tau.Kita tunggu dan lihat.

Random Photo:

Gossiping day with Serk, Skahir, Loqo and Syaza (26 Jan 2011)

~~~yaw!

going on a circle

I wonder if the movies played on tv were made out of real scenarios.

If it were, then I wish my life would be recorded in a movie someday.

~~~yaw!

When will it gets better?

"Daughter: I'm home!!!

Mother: Happy U were back. Waiting for adik to come back on Wednesday. So what is our plan? Baking cakes, watching movies, bowling or what else?

Daughter: bowling... haven't played for a while

Mother: Insyallah"

Taken from a friend's status on facebook.

How I wish I have this kind of conversation with my mother. Seriously. It's not like I'm not grateful for what I have, it's just sometimes I am bit jealous and offended to see how other people or in this case, girls, can have such exciting moments with their mothers. Truthfully, I never tell my problems to my mother because the story will just end up there and I will never get the solutions or, she will never hear my problems. She never asked if I was okay, how's my studies, what do I need, and all. It's just upsetting and I don't know whom to talk to regarding personal problem.

I'm not trying to put all the blames on her or spreading bad stories about her. She had a rough life and it's dragging me and my sisters into it too. Like I said, I can't tell my problems to her because she will just ignore it so I am only relying on friends. When friends are not around, I write. Eventually this crap ended up on my blog. So here it is more or less I can say. I love you mom and I really want that mother-daughter relationship going on but I just can't beg it to your face. You just don't understand me.

~~~yaw!

you

Aku tak tau nape aku jadi sangat excited, tersengeh2 sonyum lebar sampai ke telinga bila nmpak dia online. Padahal aku bukan nak tegur die pun. Takut hehe. Nanti nmpk mcm terhegeh2 pulak jadi aku keras kan tangan aku drpd memicit button nama dia. Haha

Tapi setiap kali aku nmpak die dah sign off aku mesti mengeluh. 'Nape lah aku tak tegur die td..'. Die online bukan selalu. Kalo ye pon online mesti skejap je. Actually aku pon tatau ape yang buat aku tertunggu2 die ni. Die bukan type yg aku nk pon hahahaha tapi once orang tu dah buat baik ngan aku, mmg aku akan balas baik kat die :)

~~~yaw!