Sunday, September 21, 2008

I need a break!

Seriously, i need a break!

I'm, so tired of these people asking me to do this and that at one time. Like today before the evening breakfast, i watched tv. And did you know what changed my mood? The Royal Highness. The Queens. The Boss. Its really tiring keeping up with her. At first, she asked me to break the ice. Fine, I stood up and make my way to the kitchen. Not more than 5 seconds, she asked me to cut the nasi impit. And right after that, she asked me to pick up the dried clothes!

Imagine you live with me..and her. Totally irritating! All her order came to me in less than 15 seconds! She didnt even say the word "tolong" or use the word "lepas tu buat..". What am I to her? A robot? No, I'm her daughter. Yes, I admit it, a daughter should help her mother. But a big but here! I'm her teenage daughter. Im sensitive and in a lot of pressure! Its not like i dont want to help her. Its just that I think if she asked me politely, with non-aggresive tone and more patient, I would do it with my open heart.

Please, I just want a week or more to be out of her sight. Well maybe that is a little too harsh. So let me put it this way. I just want a week or more to be free and to do whatever I want without any disturbance. Or should I say, to be me! But, I know that aint going to happen to me because this is reality! Not a major fantasy! Damn it!

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