Friday, January 9, 2009

1st week of school review

backkk to school... AGAIN! ergh i hate school but not entirely. since this is my last year of school, my senior year, the legendary year for everyone that is 17 y/o this year, i hopeee this year will rock my ass!

*sigh*unfortunately, i could feel the tension, the pressure, now. first day of school wasn't that bad. but the next day, i already felt the pressure. homework. revision. exercise. books. tuition. position. spm. i'm sick of hearing those words. i would glad to hear the word 'free!' and 'over!'. but i dont think it would just drop by here. :(

uhh jasmine wanted to sit with me. ok thats a good thing. maybe i can improve something somehow. but today, friday, teacher wanted us to change our places. damn it laa. i sit with ged. i dont mind sitting with ged because i think it would be fun to sit with her. she laugh a lot. but i just dont like the position - in the middle of the class and far away from jas and ash which i had sat close with for one year. cant sing with them anymore laaa :(((

i hate being in comfort zone because i know i will fall down and hit the rock bottom. or maybe burrid beneath it and i have to struggle hard to find a way out. crap!

over all, 1st week of school wasn't great as i expected. :|

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