Maybe I'm crazy

I'm feeling soooo uncomfortable these days

It's like everything seems so wrong

I can't think straight

I have hard times making decisions

Even the simple ones

All I wanted to do is sleep

To skip this empty annoying feeling

And I'm always feel insecure about myself

I'm afraid of the future

But I did nothing to control it

I can only say the word 'scared'

But I don't have the strength to overcome it

And I don't even have the will to be strong

These days when I'm feeling down

I only listen to my mp3

Listening to those inspiring songs

Those broken-hearted songs

Song that suit my emotion for that period of time

And when it really touched my heart

I cried

And I fall asleep

And when I woke up

The same sad feeling come knocking on my head again

And the cycles continues

Maybe I'm sick.

I've been longing for a man by my side

That man should be able to keep me company when I feel left out

That man should be able to keep me comfortable with his beautiful undying words

His charming personality is what I'm looking for

Dear man, please find me..

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Jgn layan.

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~~~yaw!