blow the candles out

09.09.09

what a beautiful numbers aite? ohh you will see that date on calender again only after a millenium. humph we already died at that time and mungkin da jadi petroleum or natural gas dah. hahahaha yeke? hahaa abaikan~

oh yeah 09.09.09 was a remarkable date for me as it was the last day for trial ( sape yg amek science je lah yew ). bio was the last subject. weeheee i can relax and rest my dearest brain for a while. ahhh that day was fun! was fun! was fun! was fun! was fun! ( echoes ;p ) hehehe teruja betol? lol spm tak abes lagik .. 

hmm smpai umah je trus peluk katil weee~ seronok nye leh tido lame2 tnpa gangguan buku hoho. ok i slept for a while and then get myself ready fer tonight. buke pose same kwn lahh. har har har. ili picked me up and we went to... that place lahh (tatau name tmpt tuh). it was only the six of us; me, ili, epy, dolah, kasyi and thariq. si toyol libau n azhar cancel pulak humph. the foods were okay laa but i just ate a lil' bit. kenyang da time  tu tp skejap je kenyang nyer -.- dadadadaaa at 10, went to phy tuition. 

before i went to tuition, mom just asked a few questions..

m: tadi buka dgn sape?

f: ili

m: lagi?

f: kawan2 laen

m: sape kawan2 laen tu?

f: epy, dolah, kasyi ...

(before sempat bg tau sume name..)

m: dolah? asal x suruh dolah je anta pegi tsyn?

f: ha?

m: tmpang la die gi tusyen?

f: hah?? (bilo maso pulak laa ibu kenal si dolah nih??) 

HAHAHA! sumpah xtau mcm mne ibu leh fanatic giler ngan dolah nih lol lol lol !! 

huuu i will not go to school for a week (until wednesday). i will definitely be sitting at home doing nothing or maybe buat kueh kot haha. sooo anyone, if takde geng nk kua or bosan, just gimme a call aye! tp kene sediakn transport or driver yg leh jmpt pegi and blk lah hohohoho

~~~yaw!

everyone's perfect in unusual ways

"im loosing myself
trying to compete with everyone else
instead of just being me
i dont know where to turn
ive been stuck in this routine
i need to change my ways
instead of always being weak

the mirror can lie
cause it cant show you whats inside
and it can tell you your full of lies
its amazing what you can hide
just by putting on a smile"

oh ohh i agree with those lines up there ^^^ hee

okayy two more papers to go, chemistry and bio. fuhh then i can be free just for a little while. skejap pon jd lah ;pp obviously this is a short post. taaa

~~~yaw!

last day of holideyh

HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA !!!!

yeah yeah you're getting old but in this case, old doesn't mean getting weaker. Malaysia is actually growing stronger internally. hehh yeke? nevermind~ satu malaysia jum! 

well hmm.. i actually didn't realise that today is the independence day until i saw someone's status on ym har har ;p 

dadadadadaa let's get back to 'work' huhuu. i'm babysitting my 2 months old cousin. ohh babysitting a baby is so damn hard dude. ngehh! and i haven't finish reading agame yet humpph :///

the baby with her sister

living in prison

heyh

last night i watched mtv world stage on mtv. one thing that i'd noticed was.. the crowd sux! HAHAHAHA! seyes lahh. when estranged was performing, the crowd just stood there and watch them with folded arms. yg hyper2 angkat tangan lompat2 sume siket jek. org yg bhgn dpn jek -.- i know they're just a local band, but cant you just give them a support? i myself dont listen to their songs that much but what i saw last night was great. i mean, they're great lah, like international standard. same thing happened when raygun perform. humph. i'm like what the hell. if you dont know the songs just enjoy it lah, dance, jump ahead. hehh sian dorang ;ppp

then hoobastank, boys like girls, and all american rejects perform baru la dorang active gila bangla. i'm  not gona complain bout that. huhh. pixie lott and the kasabian werent that bad thou. but i still think the crowd suxx. LOL! kalo tgk rock am ring punye crowd, fuhh! hebatt! hahahaha! they would jump up and down like a wave and sing together as loud as they can. thats what i call fantastic crowd. HAHA!

okay enough mengutuk lol. hmm.. have you listen to kings of leon - use somebody? haaa go ahead and listen to it. sedappp ;p 

"I know I'm not lost 
I am just alone"
:evanescence:

~~~yaw!

faking a smile is just that easy

umh seriously i'm  bored!

everyday i sit at home doing nothing. doing nothing that i like larhh! oh you dont know how bored i am. i DIDN'T have a chance to out with my friends, listen to tha hot gossips they got, walk past JJ at least anddd i cant even go to library! that sux. really sux. studying at library is way better than at home bcause i got distracted alot when at home especially when the tv/pc is on. humphh

the only day i felt totally happy was last monday. itu pon after i left the damn house and went 'buka pose'  with my friends. thattt was the only day! can you count how many days i stucked in this house? thursday fridays saturday sunday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday.. nine days!!! seriously i cant stand it. i need fresh air, new stories maybe and someone to talk to. 

last thursday, i really cant hold it any longer. it was just a small matter but because i've been holding it for too long, i suddenly broke down in tears. i dont know why i feel so isolated in this family. i cried and cried and cried for a few hours kott. smpai lebam dah mata. alamakk lebam? haha kalo ibu nampak mesti dia bebel33. so i just avoid her~~

do you know whyyy i told you all these crappy thing?? no? becoz i'm bored lahh dingle head! sumpah boley jd gila if duk umah jek -________- someone!!! bwk la sy kua dr umah ni pleeaasseee! driver driver. sy mao driver haaa~

"You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life"
:paramore: