umh seriously i'm bored!
everyday i sit at home doing nothing. doing nothing that i like larhh! oh you dont know how bored i am. i DIDN'T have a chance to out with my friends, listen to tha hot gossips they got, walk past JJ at least anddd i cant even go to library! that sux. really sux. studying at library is way better than at home bcause i got distracted alot when at home especially when the tv/pc is on. humphh
the only day i felt totally happy was last monday. itu pon after i left the damn house and went 'buka pose' with my friends. thattt was the only day! can you count how many days i stucked in this house? thursday fridays saturday sunday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday.. nine days!!! seriously i cant stand it. i need fresh air, new stories maybe and someone to talk to.
last thursday, i really cant hold it any longer. it was just a small matter but because i've been holding it for too long, i suddenly broke down in tears. i dont know why i feel so isolated in this family. i cried and cried and cried for a few hours kott. smpai lebam dah mata. alamakk lebam? haha kalo ibu nampak mesti dia bebel33. so i just avoid her~~
do you know whyyy i told you all these crappy thing?? no? becoz i'm bored lahh dingle head! sumpah boley jd gila if duk umah jek -________- someone!!! bwk la sy kua dr umah ni pleeaasseee! driver driver. sy mao driver haaa~
"You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life"
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