Morgen ist mein Geburtstag

If I were to write a diary, I would write like this...

Dear Diary,

on the 7th of March 1992, a happily married couple gave birth to their second child. The baby is a girl and she is very healthy, weighing 0.36 kg. They pampered her with undying love, fed her with the most nutritious foods they could ever give to a baby and give her every single toy she wanted. Even so, they said the fat little baby cried a lot and she does not like being around with other people. If somebody tries to held her, she will cry. If somebody did a bad baby joke with her, she will also cry. Most importantly, she cried about almost everything. Sometimes there's nothing the parents can do to comfort her but to left her alone and wait for her to automatically stop crying.

The married couple is busy with work, whether they like it or not, they have to send the baby and her big sister to a housewife, to take care of them when they were working. Over some times, the baby is getting used to the surrounding of meeting new strangers. The baby likes it actually :) Four years later, the baby was admitted to hospital. The reason was still unknown until today but she remembered hearing her father said it was a fever and probably congenital heart disease. Yikes! After a week being hospitalized the baby was discharged and live healthy again except, she is no longer chubby and fat. She turns out thin and cute no more.

She went to her first kindergarten at the age of 5 at Tadika Mickey Mouse or Tadika Seri Comel if you preferred the new name. The kindergarten was co-own by her aunt and so every afternoon she went to her aunt friend's house, which is also her teacher at the kindergarten. She called her Cikgu Sakinah. She had lunch everday at Cikgu Sakinah's house until one day, Cikgu Sakinah served her vegetables soup. She likes vegetables very much and ate it with great pleasure but at the end she threw up a lot. She cursed the vegetables! Hence from that very day until now, she hates eating vegetables.

Seven years after she was born, the baby turned into a girl. The girl went to her first primary school - SK King George V. She had a lot of embarrassing moments over there which should not be told here :) One thing she definitely won't forget is that she was bullied by a boy named Iskandar :( She told her father about that and he went to see her teacher. Yes, Iskandar got scolded badly by the teacher and so she was very happy :) Eight months later she has to leave for the new school near her house - SK Taman Tasik Jaya. A lot of great moments she can remember there.

During primary school, her character bloomed. She is no longer the girl who cries a lot on a lot of things. She is strong, hardcore-hearted but deep in side, she is a shy person :) She had her first little sister when she was eight and so she felt her parents' attention was no longer onto her. She started to rebel bit by bit. She is so into rock music and also exhibit some characteristic of behavior considered typical of the gender role of a boy, in other word, tomboy :P Her best friends were Nani, Pika, Salbiah and Nabila at that time.

Time passed by and she is getting older. She went to SMK Puteri as her secondary school. But before that, she had live four days at SMK Pendeta Za'ba before getting into Puteri. Puteri is a girl school and that really gives electric shock to her. She never know that kind of same-gender-school existed! Nevertheless, she survived that way. She meets a lot of wonderful-crazy-smart people there and learnt a lot of things. Ili, Ain, Hajar, Irena, Izzaty, Puteri are her best and good friends until today.

School is the best place on earth to her but as a normal human being, she has to leave school and get into college. She was offered to further her study at German-Malaysian Institute and hoping she could further her study in the Nazi-popular engineering land, Germany. She loves that place but sometimes she feels like certain people there are the pain on her ass :P But that is life she has to go through, no pain, no gain, no adventure no life ;D There, she changed bit by bit again. Rock music is still in her soul and hip hop is always in her heart but she is now getting sensitive than ever, thanks to the peeps there who love to make her cry. She feels like she is a baby again now :)

This is the tale of a baby, who has turned into a girl and now, into a lady. This is the synopsis of a life of a girl name Fatin Nur Shafara.

Tomorrow is her 19th birthday. She will celebrate it alone, without her family and girlfriends around for the first time. Man this is sick!

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I want you guys hereeee with me!!! :(((

~~~yaw!