inside out

Mood: Moodless

The truth is I'm feeling guilty to certain somebody.

I'm not satisfied with everything.

I'm trying to pleased that certain somebody

so that their hearts won't break because of me.

But that certain somebody don't know how to please me.

If don't please them, their hearts will break

all because of me.

I break a heart once, I don't want to do it again.

Aku cuba nak puaskan hati orang lain tapi dia/mereka tak cuba nk puaskan hati aku pon. Aku sajelah yang kene sacrifice demi kehendak dia/mereka tetapi dia/mereka tak peduli kan aku pun. Aku ade masalah mental skarang tapi dia/mereka hanya sanggup tengok dari jauh sahaja. Aku tak nak pun dia/mereka selesaikan masalah aku. Aku hanya nak dia/mereka support aku dari belakang. Bagi kata2 semangat or cheer me up sahaja. Itu pun susah sangat ke nak buat?!

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I think I watched Hollywood teen movies too much

and that made me expect too much from the reality.

The movies always end up with happy ending,

but that does not apply in the reality.

Kenapalah hidup aku tak macam dalam movies. Semua yang aku impikan ade dalam movies. Seronok nye jadi pelakon. Dahla boleh lakonkan watak macam-macam, lepas tu boleh jugak berlakon dgn laki2 hensem macho sweet romantik ganas smart cool comel tough sexy tinggi baik jahat dan sebagainya. Leapas tu dapat duit jadi kaya raya. Habes crite. Tak payah suffer banyak pun.

~~~yaw!