When will it gets better?

"Daughter: I'm home!!!

Mother: Happy U were back. Waiting for adik to come back on Wednesday. So what is our plan? Baking cakes, watching movies, bowling or what else?

Daughter: bowling... haven't played for a while

Mother: Insyallah"

Taken from a friend's status on facebook.

How I wish I have this kind of conversation with my mother. Seriously. It's not like I'm not grateful for what I have, it's just sometimes I am bit jealous and offended to see how other people or in this case, girls, can have such exciting moments with their mothers. Truthfully, I never tell my problems to my mother because the story will just end up there and I will never get the solutions or, she will never hear my problems. She never asked if I was okay, how's my studies, what do I need, and all. It's just upsetting and I don't know whom to talk to regarding personal problem.

I'm not trying to put all the blames on her or spreading bad stories about her. She had a rough life and it's dragging me and my sisters into it too. Like I said, I can't tell my problems to her because she will just ignore it so I am only relying on friends. When friends are not around, I write. Eventually this crap ended up on my blog. So here it is more or less I can say. I love you mom and I really want that mother-daughter relationship going on but I just can't beg it to your face. You just don't understand me.

~~~yaw!